The Journal of Nitar

First day at Starlight Academy
Room #105

This is my first day here, and when I was unpacking I found this journal in here for some reason. I never had a journal, weel form what I thought I wouldn't, but when I was in the cottage, I had nothing, but the old man (I forgot his name already, it's to hard to remember) went shopping for supplies for me when I refused to leave, and he must have slipped this in with my clothes and other stuff. I guess it's a good reason he gave this to me, so if I remember part of my past I can write it down, and not forget it again.
I met only one person here on my first day, who I didn't ask for a name, but I could tell I didn't like him very much, because he smoked and drank beer. It disgust me to see boys do that and girls, especially when there younger then I am. I told the boy that there called death-sticks for a reason, but it was as if he didn't care if he died by lung cancer, but then I apologized for mentioning it, and then left, but then my mind was throbbing, it hurt, and I saw my reflection again, and I asked myself who and what am I.
I can't write anymore, it pains me for not knowing my past that I have the right to know!

Week one at Starlight Academy
At the Lake

I'm here again at the lake even though I could see my eflection. I have a roommate, but I didn't feel like talking then. I met a couple more boys in my first week, one was named Raphael, but I didn't talk to him much, I just know he was lost, because he said so, and, because another boy was coming near me, saying stuff about how it's his duty to take care of demons. I wonder if he knows what my race is? He soon stopped trying to kill me, and said he would offer to help me, but I didn't trust him, I don't know if I should.
I met the boy who smokes, he said his name was Sonlath, strange name but so is Nitar, but that doesn't really matter. I got him to talk to me a bit, but he never asked any questions, he only answered. I did not bring up anything about his bad habits, afraid he would get angry, but he can be a nice boy, I can tell.
Then I met another girl called October, she also was nice, she was in the towers when I went up also, and we talked for a bit it was nice.
I have to stop writing, even though it's my first week I still go to class's, and I have some work to do in my dorm. I found nothing new about my life before my memry was lost.

First month and a half at Starlight Academy
At the Mountains

Today was very strange for me, today there was a package at my door to the dorm I share with a girl. My name was on the top of the package, I took it inside and sat on my bed, I only had a few minutes before a class I have, and so I opened it and took out a sketch book with my name again written on it in curving letter's, then I flipped through the book and there were many sketch's in it, some were of a boy who looked older then my and it was colored and the boy had orengeish colored hair, and he seemed handsome but I don't know who he is, and there were also pictures of a woman with wings like my own.
It was strange I'm thinking this was my sketch book in the life I don't remember, and it seems someone is trying to help me remember, by giving me clues, and two weeks ago on the door handle to my room a golden necklace was around it with a letter attached to it with my name on it, and in the letter it talked about many different things about a village and the dates of the weather during 15 years, I think someone is helping me remember even though I still don't remember anything...