The Forbidden..... whatever...

Her eyes met his feeling there was something more inside of him. He looked away she needed to see his eyes again for just one second to tell her if he felt more for her. She tapped his sholder lightly... "Sonlath.... that's a nice name... I like it... I don't know if you know... but my name's Moria." She wanted so much to slip her arms around his neck and hold him tight but refrained from doing it so he wouldnt get upset...

She looked at him and couldn't take it. She put her arms around him envolping him in a hug. She hugged him tighter.... She didn't want to let go this wasn't only the man she loved but the best friend she ever had. She had a tear run down her cheek.

"I know.... But that's not why I'm doing it... I'm hugging you because your the first friend I've ever had. And the best friend I ever had." She hugged him tightly a tear falling on his bare neck. She slowly let go... "I understand you not wanting to hug me...."

She felt him lift her up she blushed, she loved the feel of being in his arms. She couldn't resist what she did next. While he carried her she leaned her head against his warm chest. She the rubbed against it like a kitten again a owner it loved. She wasn't thinking. She just wanted to so much since this could be the last time she was ever held in a boy's arms. After she realized what she did she blushed a deep red.

She let go slowly still blushing... "I'm sorry... it's just I always heard on movies how wonderful it felt to rest your head against a boy's chest and I guess I got carried away..." She lowered her head. She looked at him deciding he couldn't stay every night in the hospital. But she knew her fear wasn't going to go away easily. She sighed and came up with a idea....
"You know.... instead of you sleeping everynight in a chair you could lay in the bed behind the curtain from me. The nurses and Doctor's had to separate me for the safety of other patients."