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Radella Estin

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"Don't want to, wish I never did meet him. He did...bad things to me..." She realized Zach was saddened that she thought about him, she pushed his chin up with a finger and kissed his lips, "You are the best thing that has evr happened to me." She smiled gently.
 
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Zack looked up to her and his lips were pressed on by her's. he couldn't help but smile and started rubbing his cheeks "aww, you alwyas get me like that" he laughed.son he became serious again and asked "what did he do?"
 

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she smiled at him, but it disappeared as they returned to the topic.
She shook herself, "Things I do not want to remember, let alone talk about. Things that you said you would do after you were married, except they were forced." She shuddered. and looked away.
 
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"...." it took a moment for him to get what Radella said. "...oh" he said. he blinked and sighed, it was no answered of his question that whether Radella was "pure" or not, and she wasn't. he blinked and said with a sigh "....sorry" he tried supressing a smile. "sorry..." he said again, but just if his feint smile being supressed was seen "...nervous reaction, i don't hear much about...rapes that much...infact, this is my first time hearing some admit it...." he sighed and lowered his head. "I'm not smiling at you...i swear! it's a nervous reaction" he grunted and finally didn't struggle with the smile, he had a serious face on now. he sighed "'m so sorry"
 

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Radella shrugged, sighed, and leaned her head back against the wall, "Now you undertsand why the memory haunts me, and disturbs my sleep. I forgot about it for about 20 years, but then something triggered it. So now it just keeps on coming back." She sighed again, "I wouldn't have told you if I didn't want you to know the truth, I'm always going to be honest with you. I'm not the sort of person that lies..."

((Sorry I disappeared, I had to tidy my room and then I had to kick my bro off.))
 
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"I know..I understand" he said. "I thought it happened 10 years ago?" he asked.

"i'm glad you told me...and i'm glad you want to lie to me" he said.
 

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"No, when I was 15. So for 20 years it left me alone." She sighed, then asked, "Can we please change subject?" She smiled at him weakly.
 
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"ok" he said softly and looks at the floor. it seemd there wasn't anyhting else to speak of. he sighed and fell forward to rest his had on Radella's lap.
 

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Radella looked down at him and ran a hand through his hair, she closed her eyes briefly then reopened them, leaning her head against the wall.
 
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he turns over and looks up at Radella. "...love you" he smiled up at her with a sweet smile.
 
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