Sitting alone

Fia Areli

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"Valentine, I truly did love it. But what if we did kiss? I don't want to wreck our relationship by moving too fast, it's not the cuddling I'm worried about. It's the fact that I feel so wonderful when I'm in your arms that I melt like butter and it might end up wrecking our relationship. And I don't want you to stop holding me but I know that if we spend another hour or so in eachother's arms one of us might end up kissing the other. I'm not saying we can't cuddle, but I'm saying we've got to be careful not to kiss while doing it, I don't want to lose you." She said to him a sincere look in her eyes, a bit of sadness as well.

"The only reason I said anything was because, Valentine you know your the only person that means so much to me. I don't know if I'd want to live without you, you make me feel loved and happier then anything. I don't want to lose the one person who gives me happiness, I'm afraid to move faster because what if our relationship fails. I love you so much Valentine... I'm sorry for hurting you. " She said now sadness in her eyes. She didn't want him to be upset, she wrecked the happiness. Tears started to come to her eyes, she tried to stop them but they were coming. She had wrecked everything hadn't she? Her fear of having a relationship with a man like her father had scared her from moving faster in a relationship. She turned away slowly a tear rolling down her cheek.
 

Alastair Phoenix

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He sighed, So she did enjoy it, she just didn't want to ruin the relationship... Valentine's eyes looked down. His heart had at first ached from her telling them that they moved fast. She was right...they had. They had been a couple for only two days. It wasn't right. Valentine also didn't want to make her sad, or ruin the relationship. And yet...he was.

Seeing the sparkle of a tear run down towards the ground him swim in guilt. He hadn't wanted her to cry, he hadn't wanted this to happen. He just stood there, "I'm sorry. Sorry for the things that I said, for the things I haven't said. I love you." He looked at her and then was so compelled to just wrap his arms around her, but had not.

He had to keep his distance. "I really do." He glimpsed down at the ground and then back up. He couldn't see her like this. Valentine turned her around. "No tears. No sorrows. I don't want that with you." He smiled lightly as he began to brush off her tears. "I guess I will lay off the 'mushy-gushy' stuff and the cuddling." He sighed, not really wanting to give them up, but she was better than what he wanted.
 

Fia Areli

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She listened a few more tears hitting the ground. She looked down.

"I really do."

At those three words another tear fell down her cheek, she knew he did. She just didn't want to lose him.

Valentine turned her around. "No tears. No sorrows. I don't want that with you." He smiled lightly as he began to brush off her tears. "I guess I will lay off the 'mushy-gushy' stuff and the cuddling." He sighed.

She smiled lightly thru her eyes looking at him, "It's okay, just hold me." She said looking at him needing a hug. "You don't have to lay off all loving things, just know the limit." She smiled lightly at him her tears had gone away. "I love you Valentine, I want to be with you forever."
 

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He smiled, wrapping his arms around her. It warmed his heart that she loved him so, but troubled him still that she was afraid they would break up. "When I do kiss you, you will truly know when it is coming, for you will want to, not out of just feeling, but out of pure love." He whispered into her ear as he continued to hold her.

There was an incentive that it would be earlier than March. Sheesh...if we keep hugging like this and cuddling up, I'm going to have to make the four gifts wait, or just do them all and propose the day before Christmas. His eyes widened. No, not that soon. Or should it be?
 

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She smiled holding him close, she was glad he wasn't upset anymore. She was even more glad that they're little misunderstanding was settled. She hugged him tight. "Valentine, Thank you... Thank you for understanding and listening." She gave him a little squeeze. Loosening her grip on him she smiled.

"I'm so glad to be with you. Just promise me, whenever you and I have a disagreement you won't run away. We'll talk it thru, because I don't want us to even leave a oportunity for us to get angry at eachother and break up." She said looking at him, her eyes showed care and want to honestly try not to fight with him often.
 

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He smirked, "Sure, whatever..." He then started to leave a little. "Coming?" He didn't want to hug her for long. Sheesh, I'm growing to be a mindless soldier of mush.

Valentine's eyes looked down, his hands behind his back. "So, when is your birthday?" He wondered, hoping that it wasn't in a week or something. Darn, should have given them to her on her birthday.
 

Fia Areli

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She smirked coming up alongside him she gave him a light punch on his arm. "Sure, whatever...." She said with a chuckle. "It's on June 14th, and your's is on Febuary 14th odd both on the 14th. I never realized that." She said with a light shrug and continued walking alongside him.

"So... I need to know about you more, like your past for instance. I know nothing about it really. Unless you were that boy you spoke of, were you Valentine?" She asked, she thought he was but she wanted to make sure.
 

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She had too good of a memory, though a spark of his memory flickered as he continued to look up and think of what he told her.

Eh, ya know. It isn't like he is the worst kid in the world. I once knew a twirp who wasnted help, but couldn't get it. When finally someone had come into his life, she lied to him about who she was, and what she wanted. He was heart broken, and killed another for it. He was later shipped to juvi where he spent two years. Someone had rescued him from that jail, someone special to him, but alas, he was not special to the other. His heart once again was broken, and so he was to search for another."

"He was alone until he was fifteen. Then he just wanted revenge, and to fufill his somewhat good, somewhat evil dreams. The child never really found what he wanted, but he had found something that he enjoyed. I haven't seen that child in some time now." He thought back and then confirmed it in himself.


“Yea, it was me, but the thing was that, well, those things I will never regret. I can start telling you about my life and stuff, but two things. The first thing would be that I would bore you to death, and then other is that it would take until three o’clock to tell it all. I actually want to get up for school tomorrow. You better too if you want to be that instructor for the school.” He shrugged, his eyes started to droop. He really really needed sleep. He looked at the sun, its blinding rays covered by all things. It was almost a sigh of relief right now.
 

Fia Areli

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“Yea, it was me, but the thing was that, well, those things I will never regret. I can start telling you about my life and stuff, but two things. The first thing would be that I would bore you to death, and then other is that it would take until three o’clock to tell it all. I actually want to get up for school tomorrow. You better too if you want to be that instructor for the school.” He shrugged, his eyes started to droop. He really really needed sleep. He looked at the sun, its blinding rays covered by all things. It was almost a sigh of relief right now.

She smiled, "Maybe you could tell me about it sometime, I can't die easily especially from boredom so maybe you could tell me it sometime." She saw the dorms coming into view. She smiled lightly at the tired Valentine, "Almost there so don't worry you'll get sleep yet, besides tomorrow's saturday since it's friday now all you have to do is make it thru school and you can sleep." She said with a light smile, then her smile faded. "No actually we then have that party." She sighed she couldn't believe she forgot.

"Okay well we can always start it at 6 that way it's not too light and all for him and all." She didn't say names and she knew Percy wasn't stalking them at the moment so it was safe.
 

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He had forgotten in it was Friday now thanks to his escapades. Was it worth it?

Valentine smirked, "Well, if you aren't easily slain by boredom, then I guess I can tell before the party. That gives me, an hour to do my homework, that'll be three twenty five, another two hours to talk to you" he smirked, "which will just be so loathsome, and then that will give us thirty five minutes to prepare for the birthday. Then again, if we keep on having a stalker around, then we'll probably have to go underground or something." He smiled, and leaned on the dorm door, opening it.

"Well, I think I'm going to bed. Percy said to put the guy on his side. I think I'll just wail on him, and say he can do the same if I snore." He laughed lightly. Its funny, Valentine knew that snoring was caused by stress and his punching will probably do no good.

But it will be fun!

"Well, have sweet dreams." He winked as he leaned on the door to go to the boys dorm. He just realized, What are we going to do after the marriage? Well, I guess we can stay in separate dorm rooms. It'd probably be much safer. Guess I should go to the principal...s. Its about time I go to them too!
 
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