Praying

Zack looks away again, he sighed and said "Love hurts...I know" he said. "It's just.......i don't know....." there was no use in talking now, he otally blew it with radella, and now he feels even the small friendhip they had was destroyed. "....I'm sorry..."

for some reason, Zack never noticed that she read mind. He sighed and looks to his right at a candle. "...i can be like that...change moods on and off like an instant....." he gazes at the candle. "...but you have to understand...you're a vampire...i'm human...you live forever...i don't...so you don't have to worry about these sort of things...i have to, because i know i can die any day now...it all depends on the big man upstairs..." he looks up at the ceiling.

"who gives whether i die or not?" he asked, angered slightly by this. "i hope that's not what you meant"

"oh" he said "nobody i guess........." he thought for a moment and asked "...what do you mean by..." he stopped and crosses his arms with a puzzled look. "nevermind" he shook his head. "...now i feel like a total freakin' jerk" he sighed

"yeah, i guess" he nodded. he puts his hands behind his head na dwalks around.