Private Finished I'm Vlad to See You Again

Keen · Oct 11, 2019

On this island, not being comfortable with doctors could either mean horrific-human-experimentation-level trauma or just a regular phobia or discomfort.

While this conversation was supposed to be serious, Konpeitō accidentally let out a laugh. "It just popped up?" he blurted out. "Oh my... I'm so sorry. Just, man, I can't imagine. Er, I sort of can. When I got my shifting, I wanted sex shifting to be my first thing, and it was a whole mess. One second you got a—Actually, not a café-appropriate conversation. Moving ooon..."

He ignored the glances from nearby customers and took a bite out of his melting parfait.

"Seriously, go to a nurse. They're trustworthy. No magic involved, only check-ups and recommendations if something big if happening. And if it's any reassurance, the nursing room should have security cameras inside or nearby. They can't pull anything bad, but I don't think they ever would."

Saber · Oct 12, 2019

"Oh no, were way to far down this road to stop," she'd say with a small snicker, sticking her tongue out at him, "yes, dick vanished and instead I got tits." She'd say it all quiet enough so he wasn't to embarrassed by her inappropriate comments.

"Yeah, yeah, I'll......go see someone," she'd sigh, closing her eyes, her hands fiddling with the hat. "Goimg to the doctor.....doing...y'know....normal things, it all just feels weird sometimes."

She'd open her eyes. "I keep telling myself that....I can be normal, especially after the adoption," she'd sigh, "but...not sure I can be that y'know.....be a person."

Keen · Oct 12, 2019

Kon's eyes widened. "I was trying to avoid being explicit because some people have strong hearing." Most people focused in on their own conversations, but Kon was still wary of those whose hearing allowed them to pick up multiple conversations.

As Shiro continued to talk, Konpeitō had to focus more on his shifting. This was the type of conversation that would make his colors go crazy. Now that he was aware, he could prevent himself from losing control.

"I understand. I always considered myself a person, but living life outside of a mansion, talking to people, going to work, all that stuff, it's new. And overwhelming. I can't imagine what that would be like for someone who was actually a cat. Closest I can imagine is when I was Sprinkles and I was angry at the scouts for taking me out of my comfort zone when I didn't need saving. Or I thought I didn't." Kon still wasn't sure if he needed saving back then.

Saber · Oct 13, 2019

"Yeah...my....my mom found me when I was a stray," she'd sigh a bit, "scouts took me from her a while after." She remembered everything now, but it was still so confusing. "Its all still weird to think about....no matter how much time passes," she'd rub the temples of her head.

So much had happened since she arrived, siblings, adoption, relationships coming and going. So much had changed so quickly for her and everyone.

"Things were simpler back then y'know? So.....a part of me misses that....even....even if it was bad," she'd stare down at the table a moment. "Does...does that make me a bad person?"

Keen · Oct 13, 2019

Konpeitō shook his head. "If you're a bad person, I'm a bad person, and I don't consider myself a bad person. When I was Sprinkles, my life inside of my father's house was all I knew. It's how I lived for five years. When I was forcibly taken from the life I saw nothing wrong with, I was angry. I still am, but not as much."

Kon took a few seconds to collect his thoughts. To keep himself from reverting to Sprinkles. "What I'm saying is, it's natural for anyone with trauma to want to go back to their status quo. In your case, it's more natural. You were originally a cat, but once you became a person you were forced to live as a person. Most likely, you'll have to keep living as a person until you're old enough to leave the island and you're no threat to the Veil."

Saber · Oct 15, 2019

"Yeah....I don't think I'm a person....not really," she'd say, sounding a bit, "I'm just....what's leftover really." The cat girl would look down at the hat she held, "I'm sorry, I came here to give a friend a gift and....I kinda just ruined things."

She'd offer him the hat. "At least I'm good at knitting," she'd say with a small chuckle, "should fit well, keep you warm as the island gets colder." Shiro would lean back in her seat, "you've been really kind to me, put up with all my madness, I appreciate it all."

The cat girl would smile. "Thank you Kon."

Keen · Oct 15, 2019

Shiro was only talking about herself, yet Konpeitō flinched at her words like they were directed at him. He had to remind himself that they had completely different situations. Shiro was an actual cat turned human. Kon was a slave. A person, but not.

In his thoughts he let his colors revert back to how they were when he was Sprinkles. It only lasted for three seconds before changing back.

"It's... It's no problem at all. Thank you for the hat., he said, his voice tense at first before regaining its peppiness.

He wasn't going to let Shiro's statement earlier pass by. "I vehemently disagree on you being leftovers. You are whatever you want to be. I used to think I was leftovers, but then I learned how to grow past what was set for me. Our situations are different, and I think that you have every right to go back to being a cat when you're ready. However, I don't think you should think so lowly of yourself."

Saber · Oct 15, 2019

She'd smile. "Thank you, I'll try," she wasn't a quitter, no matter how hard things got. "Don't think I can ever really go back to being just a cat, so I'll....y'know, find out what I can be."

Her phone would beep and she'd check it. "Eh, Raff has a doctor's appointment schedule set up for me," she'd sigh, riding and flinching as the light hit her eyes. "I swear the sun gods are harassing me," she'd quickly slip on her sunglasses.

"Take care of yourself ok Kon?" she'd say with a smile, "and I'll try to do the same with me." She'd pick her staff up, looking at it wondering if flying was a good idea. "You said I nearly fell earlier?"

Keen · Oct 16, 2019

Konpeitō had to keep himself from sitting Shiro right back down so he could lecture her. If he did that, he would be stressing her out just to make himself feel better. Just to sort out his own feelings. In the end, Shiro only wanted to give Kon a gift. It would be inappropriate to force an emotional conversation on her.

"I should be saying that to you," he joked. "Thank you again for the gift, and yes, I did. If the sun is so much of a problem, I think you should skip flying. The sun will have an easier time reaching the gaps in your glasses if you're in the air."

Saber · Oct 24, 2019

"Yeah," she'd send and smile, "you're welcome, you're a good friend Kon." She'd snort and chuckle a little, "I'll call my guardian to pick me up." Wity that she'd make the call, her guardian picking her up soon after.

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