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Pan appreciated that Pasha didn't have something to say immediately after they were done speaking. Too many people tried to force conversations or say things that were not mean to be said. Pan kept their eyes down for this silence as to not be tempted to look into Pasha's thoughts.

They could easily understand why not everyone loved New York the way they had. There were definitely things that Pan had despised about the place but they had learned to find the good in places no matter where they ended up. New York had just been the right place at the right time. They had just over stayed their welcome.

At first Pan wasn't really sure how to answer Pasha's question. They gave a small thank you as their glass was refilled before responding.

"I have yet to have any children, though I could if I wanted to. Even though I lack a gender, technically my sex is male. At least, that was how I have come to understand myself in recent years. The science on male verses female hasn't always been the best.." They sighed for a moment before continuing, "I am the demon child. I'm getting close to three centuries old and yet I am still considered a child. Demons can lead some lengthly lives yet there are also many that have very, very short lives. It's always impossible to tell when one life will end.. Unless of course your a psychic or some kind of fae or banshee. Can't say I envy their existence.."

Pan took another swig from their glass. They were definitely getting drunker than they had planned..
 

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Pasha was old, there was no two ways going about it. Sometimes he didn't like to think that he was actually over a hundred, and he never talked too much about it or flaunted it, but he did keep a lot of mannerisms from his past. One of which was that all Americans were evil and capitalism was the downfall of society. Yes, a bit extreme. Yes, he was aware that it wasn't acceptable to say out loud in certain countries.

So he simply didn't explain further why he didn't like New York. A huge chunk of it was, indeed, the fact that it was a huge American city that stood against everything he stood for once upon a time.

Another faint 'hmmm', as if he were rolling the worlds over in his mind before spitting them out. A hundred and a little more years of life for a human brain was... long. Pasha had the patience of an pensive elephant but rarely practiced it; he found people reacted a lot more to snappy words, sometimes shouting and more often than not, instructions. He'd spent long enough in various military positions to understand that.

"Never had children, myself. I have been alive quite a while, but children never crossed my mind." He'd been completely wrapped in work since his formative years, and when the hormones kicked in he was at war. No time for thinking of having children and a wife and a house then. When that died down just a little... Well... He had Mikhail.

Mikhail had a wife, but Mikhail also had him. Their arrangement was odd and most definitely not accepted where they came from.

But then he didn't have Mikhail anymore, when the Soviet Union fell, and he wasn't really interested in anything else after that. They fled for different shores and that, honestly, was that.

Pasha's expression had gone completely dead for a second there. When he snapped back to, he poured himself another drink and downed it without a pause.

"I don't envy their existence either." Picking up the conversation, as if he'd never paused in the first place. "But you've had quite a storied life. How old are you, as far as you can recall?"
 

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Pan looked up at Pasha's eyes at just the moment to catch a single thought.

Mikhail...

The name carried more than just the sounds of the letters that comprised it. The feelings that came with that thought, Pan knew all too well. A lost lover. A lost relationship. A lost important and wonderful person. They could feel that Pasha was moving on from this person and that left a space that needed to be filled. It was something that could be filled with many things but Pan could feel themselves being pulled into that space as their desire for the mind across from them grew. Mystery and pain were unfortunately attractive.

"My best guess would be about 270, give or take a few years. I wasn't very good at tracking time when I was younger. I could be off by a decade even but it really doesn't matter that much. My body is fairly immortal as far as I can tell. I haven't aged in at least 240 years. I can't even make my human form appear anything but youthful. It has at times been frustrating when the object of my affection craves a more mature face and it is not something I am able to offer. However, plenty of people still appreciate the youthful body. I think it allows me to be more flexible." They chuckled softly, their eyes meeting with Pasha's again as a small smirk slipped across their lips before they raised their glass for another swig.
 

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Pasha didn't pine for people. Usually, at least. He was old and had lived through some of the most brutal wars in history; people died, and he didn't. Being gone was just as good as being dead in his eyes, yet at times he couldn't quite convince himself that it was that way for Mikhail.

He left the thought as it was. There was little point in thinking about it again, after so many years.

"270?" Pasha sounded vaguely surprised, though he really shouldn't have been considering the island he was on. Things were strange here. Times bent for beings that had no real business being together with mortals. He was one of those things, but at least he'd been human once. He only inherited his title, as much as he didn't quite know what it meant at the time.

Their eyes met, a tad tense, but nothing out of the ordinary. Pasha placed his own glass in the nearby sink to melt.

"121. You certainly do look younger than me." Pasha looked to have stopped aging sometime in his forties. He had that sharp, rugged look about him and the deep dark under his eyes that made him look a little older than that. It was all the years of stress and politics, he figured.
 

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Pan smiled as they finished off their glass. How many had they had now? They weren't sure but they were well intoxicated at this point. It felt good to feel lighter and enjoying a conversation with an interesting person.

"Looks can be deceiving." They chuckled slightly, "That's my whole gimmick." At the same time, looks were very telling. As much as Pan read minds, they had also learned to read faces. Everyone was different of course and not everyone's thoughts played as clearly as on their features as the next.

Pasha was definitely not the most revealing when it came to his expressions though honestly Pan preferred it that way. It was nice to enjoy some mystery.
 

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Deception was this one's whole gimmick, was it, now? How... well, he wasn't sure if that was entirely trustworthy. Then again, admitting something like that was either poor judgement, or a distinct type of honesty that he often didn't mind. A sort of self confidence that let people talk any way they liked.

"I must say, you're an intriguing character." He said offhandedly, still making busy with his hands with idle tasks that he no longer had to focus on to do. He'd been running bars all over the world for so long that it all became muscle memory.
 
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