- Apr 2, 2015
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All the boxes were sorted into their propper rooms and most of their stuff was unpacked. The kitchen and bathroom had always been a little sparse even when Shiariel had married her husband, so there wasn't much in terms of cookwear and other 'necesities'. However there was only one room left that was still yet unpacked, the master bedroom. Not being able to help it much Shiariel stood in the door way looking into her room that seemed so empty even when it was cluttered with all of her and her husbands things.
Eversince his death she had a hard time looking at this room, reminding her that she had loved someone and they had loved her back despite her many 'quirks' that the humans called flaws. But her dear husband had loved her for them and she had loved him and all of his supposed 'flaws' as well. Taking a deep breath Shiariel moved into the room trying her best to keep her composure as she opened the first box. Inside was some sheets and the comforter... nothing stabbed her chest yet. But her eye's could not let her lie to herself, she knew what was in each box intimitly. Her abilities not allowing her to forget her own memories as to what was inside them.
It took longer then should have been necessary to remove the sheets and the quilt from the box and place them on the bed, Shiariel looking at the sheets to keep from looking at the rest of the boxes. Earlier in the day she had sent Soren out to do what he wanted in the new city...though thinking back to the past year that might not have been the smartest seeing as she had been rather neglectful, but that was neither here nor there seeing as she still had so much to unpack.
Once the bed stuff was on said bed she turned around to the rest of the boxes and she felt tears roll down her cheeks and her heart shatter into the multitude that was equivalent to the stars in the visible universe. She couldn't stop the flow and feeling her nose begin to run as well she set out at a faster pace, each step begging with emotional agony and ending in heart rending sorrow. How can I do this? How can I raise our son when I failed to protect you! she screamed in her head, I let him down and avoided him, for one year he reminded me to much of you.
She had finished only a couple of boxes, full of small momentos that she and her husband had collected over the years and were in a small pile that was off to the side of the room, almost in a shrine like scene, when she heard the front door open and she heard her son's voice entering the small house she had gotten for the two of them. Shiariel quickly wiped her face clean of tears and the lingering traces of her runny nose before walking into the front room. "Welcome back, how was your trip into..." Town? was the unfinished end to the sentence as she looked upon the form of someone new inside her home.
Eversince his death she had a hard time looking at this room, reminding her that she had loved someone and they had loved her back despite her many 'quirks' that the humans called flaws. But her dear husband had loved her for them and she had loved him and all of his supposed 'flaws' as well. Taking a deep breath Shiariel moved into the room trying her best to keep her composure as she opened the first box. Inside was some sheets and the comforter... nothing stabbed her chest yet. But her eye's could not let her lie to herself, she knew what was in each box intimitly. Her abilities not allowing her to forget her own memories as to what was inside them.
It took longer then should have been necessary to remove the sheets and the quilt from the box and place them on the bed, Shiariel looking at the sheets to keep from looking at the rest of the boxes. Earlier in the day she had sent Soren out to do what he wanted in the new city...though thinking back to the past year that might not have been the smartest seeing as she had been rather neglectful, but that was neither here nor there seeing as she still had so much to unpack.
Once the bed stuff was on said bed she turned around to the rest of the boxes and she felt tears roll down her cheeks and her heart shatter into the multitude that was equivalent to the stars in the visible universe. She couldn't stop the flow and feeling her nose begin to run as well she set out at a faster pace, each step begging with emotional agony and ending in heart rending sorrow. How can I do this? How can I raise our son when I failed to protect you! she screamed in her head, I let him down and avoided him, for one year he reminded me to much of you.
She had finished only a couple of boxes, full of small momentos that she and her husband had collected over the years and were in a small pile that was off to the side of the room, almost in a shrine like scene, when she heard the front door open and she heard her son's voice entering the small house she had gotten for the two of them. Shiariel quickly wiped her face clean of tears and the lingering traces of her runny nose before walking into the front room. "Welcome back, how was your trip into..." Town? was the unfinished end to the sentence as she looked upon the form of someone new inside her home.