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James felt good, things seemed better, it'd been nearly a month sense his breakdown. He had great friends, and a girlfriend, one that he really liked, or at least he thought he did.

Anna, one of his closest friends, in the short time they'd known each other, she'd become as close to him as Nyota. So he had a gift for her. He'd been walking to Anna's dorm, a small bah in his hand, when the Shadow spoke up, "she's using you man." James stopped, and felt anger run through his mind, "Anna is not using me!" he mentally yelled at him.

"Not Anna dummy...Mari," the Shadow calmly told him. "She...no she isn't...," he told the entity. The Shadow snorted, "why is it, you get more angry when I insult Anna...then when I insult your girlfriend?" James didn't answer, he just kept walking.

He came to her room and knocked, he tried not to think about what Shadow told him, but he did. Questions formed, and doubt was born.
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Anna sat quietly on her bed, plucking at the strings on her guitar and turning the knobs at the end to tune it properly. Once she was happy with the tone of each string, she gave it a strum before she started to play quietly, now aware of the effect that her music had on people who heard it. She would have to be wary of how loud she played or sang from now on...so as not to affect her neighbors in ways that they probably wouldn't be too upset about, but still. Better to be safe than sorry.

She looked up as someone knocked on her door. "Come in," she called, knowing that she usually left her door unlocked. Perhaps it wasn't the safest thing to do, but that thought didn't really occur to Anna...it had never brought her any trouble to leave it unlocked when she was home. Anna picked out a little tune on the strings, something that sounded vaguely Spanish, and hummed in gentle tones.​
 

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He opened the door and slipped in, a big grin appearing on his face as he did. "Hope you don't mind me popping in," he said quickly slipping his hand and the bag behind his back. "Thought I'd come say hello."

Walking over the bed, he looked at her guitar, "always loved listening to your music," he could play guitar, but not nearly as good as her. "Been wanting to talk," he took a seat on the edge of the bed.

Through it all, he kept the bag behind his back. He wanted to surprise her, so he'd gotten her something special. The Shadow grumbled and teased James as the entity watched.
 
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Anna returned James' smile brightly, glad to see that her friend seemed to be feeling better. He'd been down and out lately, but he was looking healthier, like he'd slept and eaten more...much less of the wreck that he had been previously when she'd been taking care of him. "Of course I don't mind," she told him, scooting over on the bed so he'd have room to sit comfortably.

She smiled down at her guitar and continued plucking the strings for a moment, then stopped as he said he'd wanted to talk. Anna looked up at him and searched his face, concerned. "Okay," she said, setting the guitar aside on the bed so her playing wouldn't distract from the conversation...it could be something important. "What's up?"
 

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"Well first of all," taking the bag from his bag, he removed something from it. A guitar pick, with her initials on it, black the initials gold, "I...I got this for you." He slipped it into her hands, "had it made at a music shop I go to."

He grinned a bit, "hope you like it." James enjoyed making or buying things fo his friends, for the people he cared about, "I wanted to thank you again, I..I don't what I'd do without you," not many people can reach him during his depressions, especially the bad ones.

"Anyways.....," he cleared his throat, suddenly a bit embarrassed. "There's something else I wanted to tell you," he hadn't even told Nyota this yet, "I'm dating someone.....a girl I met recently." They'd started dating pretty quickly, he could feel the Shadow sort of mentally rolling his eyes.
 

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Anna examined the guitar pick that was pressed into her hands, with the delicate initials AP on it. She grinned and hugged him. "It's perfect. Thank you so much," she told him warmly, squeezing him tight before releasing him to look at the pick again, running her thumb over the engraved letters. It was beautiful. She'd been needing a new pick, too. James was such a good friend to her, she was happy that they'd met. From tours around the town to keeping her company in the hospital, to just having someone there to hang out with...they'd gotten very close over the short amount of time they'd known each other, but she was glad for it.

Her smile stayed in place, even widened a little as he told her the good news. "Oh, James! I'm so happy for you," she hugged him again. "Is she nice?" She pulled away and gave him a mock-stern look, "She better treat you well. You deserve to be happy." She bounced a little on her bed. "I'm so glad that you seem to be doing so much better...it makes me feel better, too. I was awfully worried about you."
 

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Grinning, he hugged her back, "I'm happy you like it." Anna made him happy even without her emotion based powers, "you've done a lot for me...don't think I would have made it without you. I'm happy we met."

The Shadow sorta tilted his head, or at least did something similar in the back of James' mind. He watched, as James and Anna talked, paying close attention to their interactions, their words.

"Oh..right..," he cleared his throat, realizing he'd wandered away from the subject of his new girlfriend. "Her name's Mari, I showed her around, she's kinda new. I..guess we..started dating pretty fast."

The Shadow groaned, "that's because she's using you!" The entity yelled into his skull, "good gods Jim, the girl is so fake." James flinched slightly as the Shadow's words echoed in his head.
 

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Anna watched James as he told her about his new catch. It sounded like it was a rather quick relationship...and made something in the back of her mind stir. It seemed only slightly suspicious. But hey. He was happy...right? She honestly couldn't tell all that much. She watched him flinch and raised an eyebrow.

"You okay? You seem a little...off," she said, setting a hand on his arm. It wasn't cold in here or anything...he certainly didn't feel cold. She wondered what was wrong. She had like...a sixth sense sometimes about these kinds of things, but it wasn't like it was well-tuned or anything. She would just sometimes get these feelings that something wasn't quite right.​
 

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"Yeah I'm fine," smiling, he raised his other hand to take hers and give it a gentle squeeze. "Shadow doesn't like her, keeps telling me she's fake," he snorted, "though Shadow doesn't like most people." Despite what he said, James did feel the tingle of doubt in the back of his mind.

The Shadow seemed to look between the two of them, before signing, "I'm not the one ignoring my emotions....I live in your head, you can't hide things from me."


James ignored the entity, "either way...I'm doing good," he grinned again, "guess I have you to thank for that." She'd sorta saved him from a bad slump, been there for him when he'd felt so alone. "Thank you Anna."
 
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