First Session: Aedan

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Valli had been providing therapy for more than a decade, but Starlight Academy posed its own unique challenges. He was used to his office, used to the familiarity and the location. His new office had it's own benefits--mostly the proximity to the student base--but wasn't quite home yet.

He'd done his best to make it feel comfortable and lived in. It wasn't a terribly large space--there wasn't even a waiting room--but a small plaque outside the door had his name on it, and nothing else. In fact, he'd gone out of his way to avoid anything that might mention it was a therapist's office, preferring for things to remain as low key as possible. he was well aware of the importance of discretion, and he tried his best to stick to it whenever possible.

The office itself was simple and sparsely decorated. Light green walls, a large window with frosted glass to keep anyone from seeing in, and then a desk pushed up against the wall. Valli preferred not to give his patients the idea that he was looking at them over a desk, preferring to rest in his own chair while they rested in theirs with nothing between them. The desk was for between patients, and beside it was a large filing cabinet, already filled with patient files.

Aedan was a strange one. New patients rarely came with much in the way of files, only handing over the new patient paperwork. More than a week in advance, Valli had been sent a rather extensive file on his newest patient.

There was a lot. A lot of information. A lot of trauma. So much to work with that even Valli, with ten years of experience, felt a little bit overwhelmed.

He'd read through all of it just the same, and then he'd settled in to wait his usual half hour before the appointment started. There was no telling if he'd show up early, but considering how extreme the case was, he'd more or less cleared his schedule for the next several hours. He didn't usually plan for a session to run long, but he expected this one might.

 

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This wasn't easy, giving a man he didn't know his entire backstory, letting him those files. A part of him didn't want anyone knowing about the experiments, and especially not about the Orphanmaker.

He took a breath looking at the door, it was odd, he wasn't afraid of much, but sharing his past terrified him. He opened the door and silently slipped in, his glowing eyes quickly looking over the room before landing on the man he assumed was his therapist.

He wasn't sure what he was expecting, this man didn't really seem like how'd he'd picture a therapist. He nodded to him, "I.....I believe I have an appointment."
 

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Valli's first impression was that Aedan was large for his age. He was tall, yes, but he was also considerably more muscular than your average highschooler, and even though Valli was several inches taller than Aedan, he suspected he was also several pounds less than the boy.

"Mr. Drago?" Valli asked, gesturing down to the seats with an easy smile. "Grab a seat wherever you'd like, and if you need anything before we get started, just let me know."

His eyes were noted on his file, but even so Valli found himself slightly unprepared for them. They were very distinct, and he hadn't met anyone with that sort of characteristic before.

"In the interest of full disclosure, I feel the need to note that my powers make me look slightly more pleasant than you might otherwise find me. It's not something I can turn off, so if that bothers you, simply imagine I just rolled out of bed or something of the sort."

He always liked to make it clear what his powers were ahead of time, just to make sure no one assumed he was manipulating with them. Unfortunately, there was nothing he could do about his power. Even if he literally did just roll out of bed, he'd happen to look very good while doing so.

 

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He nodded and sat in one of the comfortable chairs, the glow of his eye's shifted with his uncertainty and nervousness. He looked up at Valli as he explained his powers which sounded like a form of glamour, "thank you, but it's fine," his girlfriend Tesa had a similar power, so he was used to such things.

His foot tapped quietly, "thank you......for uh......seeing me," it came out awkward, lacking the smoothness his voice normally held, not shaky but clearly lacking confidence.

He sighed and closed his eyes, he hated how difficult he found some things, sitting dow and talking shoukd be easy, but it seemed so difficult right now.
 

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"You don't need to thank me for that," Valli said politely. "I also want to note that if you ever see me outside the office, I won't approach you. I always leave it up to the people I'm seeing to decide if they want to approach me."

Some people didn't want people to know they were having therapy, and that was fine with him. While Aedan had sought out therapy of his own free will rather than being forced, it was obviously something he was having trouble with.

"Why don't we start simple. How was your day? I don't necessarily mean your thoughts on therapy, but simply in general terms." It was always good to start casually, to get a feel for the person he was dealing with. A person's files often painted a very different picture from how they were in reality.

 

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It seemed a strange question for him to ask, then again it seems like Vali was trying to ease him into the session, "well, today was pretty. Work went well, but it pretty much always does," bodyguard work paid well but wasn't overly exciting. "Took my girlfriend on a little date, it was nice," Tesa was big help with his issues, "overall a good day."

He bit lip and looked at him, he went to say something and stopped. He sighed, "I......I have a good life," he closed his eyes, "it had been so long.....that....I had forgotten." He had come here looking for a fresh start, but he almost didn't remember how to live, "I...did what was normal..got a job, dated. But most of it felt......hollow." He didn't say much, or maybe he'd said more than he had to most.
 

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Easing him into the situation was exactly what it was. He could tell a lot about a person from how they answered simply questions. He'd already learned that Aedan was capable of functioning mostly normally, and that he had a girlfriend.

Even so, it was obvious that he wasn't entirely happy. Really, that wasn't surprising. While people dealt with trauma in different ways, there were very few people who could go through what Aedan had without having at least some amount of PTSD.

Really, Valli wouldn't have been surprised if he did have full blown PTSD, and that was without having even spoken to him.

"The idea that things feel empty isn't uncommon among people who have experienced trauma. I'd describe it as building on a shaky base. You haven't dealt with the issues in your past, and I have no doubt they pop up at inopportune moments."

 

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He nodded, it was true, it seemed like he had flashbacks at the worst times "I had a flashback in the middle of class a week ago........." he sighed, "I didn't go to school for two years....I finally go and...." he trailed off, he was good in school, got excellent grades, but he didn't talk to many, abd flashbacks in class didn't help.

"It seems so damn random sometimes," he finally said. "When it happens I.....leave...hide..." it sounded so pathetic to him, "others shouldn't.......shouldn't have to deal with it," the only person he was willing to have flashbacks in front of was Tesa.
 

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"Flashbacks are normal," Valli pointed out. "People who have experienced much less traumatizing things suffer flashbacks far more frequently than you. It's important to remember that flashbacks aren't a sign of weakness, or a setback at all. Having flashbacks simply means you have something to flashback to."

"It's also natural to try and move to a position of safety when you feel threatened. Again, it doesn't mean anything about you, and it's important not to let yourself get down about it. Have you considered methods to help minimize the effect of the flashbacks, and to help you out of any panic attacks you might have?"

 

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He nodded, "I've been looking into meditation, I've heard it can be helpful," he knew there was a class and he was hoping to take it. "It's hard to imagine something like that helping."

He took a shaky sigh, "I've.....used...unhealthy methods before." Very few people knew of this, sure there was the kegger but he actually drank in good spirit and fun there, "I don't anymore, but it's been hard."
 
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