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When she spoke, he bit his tongue. He wondered what were they now, and what? He knew she wanting him to admit that he liked her, but he wasn't one to show his feelings like that. She probably wants him to tell her he loves her, but, for some reason he couldn't. Yeah he did, but he seemed to still hold himself back, even though, she clearly likes him.

"I... I really like you, Contessa, but... I don't know, I seem to be holding back..." He said, so unsure of what to say.
 
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She blushed a slight shade of scarlet. She was so releived to find out he felt the same about her. She didn't think as she shifted her weight to her toes and stood, looking talled than she actually was. She leaned in quickly and gave him a quick kiss.

"I.. don't. want you to do that.... I really like you too... More than I can describe. I don't even know how to explain it in words.. i've just been scared to show it.. scared of what you'll think.." She looked at his eyes as she spoke her confession. She just hoped that he would admit he hopefully felt the same
 
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When she kissed him, he was taken by surprise, though, smirked slightly, when she spoke, that smirk was gone, and his eyes dimmer then usual.

"I feel the same, Tessa, its just... I can't seem to let myself go, and embrace that, I can't help it, I don't want to hold back, but... I still do. I really like you, a lot, I just... can't let myself fall..." Vachal said, looking down, avoiding to look into her eyes.
 
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She frowned sadly. She didn't undersatand why he couldnt just plain out like her. She felt herself blushing again for no real reason, but the blush didn't actually touch her cheeks, though she thought it did.

"WHy is that, do you think??"she half whispered half mumbled. She started asking herself if he actually meant it. What if he was just kiddding and leading her on. She suddenly felt a pang of worry shoot through her body.
 
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Vachal looked down, mumbled a curse under his breath, then sighed. He knew he would have to tell her sooner or later, and he can't keep a secret from her forever.

"...Because, Contessa... there was another girl, who died sixteen years ago, and I loved her, but I'm too afraid to get close to anyone now, afraid the same fate will happen to them..." He said, she was the only person he ever told about Mala, who died sixteen years ago.
 
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She looked at him shocked when he spoke his sad words. She wanted to reach out to him, to comfort him somehow. But, she did not know how to help. Suddenly, she felt even more unsure of herself. She knew he would proboably never really want to like her any more than a friend due to the other girl. She turned away as she felt her eyes fill with tears, but she wiped at them feircely til the water left.

She opened her mouth to speak. Say something, anything. She comanded herself. But she could not. She could not bring herself to admit to any of her feelings then. She could not bring herself to admit anything about how she felt about him. She just couldnt. She ducked her head down and fumbled with the hem of her read and plack skirt.
 
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He stared at her, though he was sad himself, and he knew she must be shocked, he was shocked he told her.

"I should have told you earlier... its just, no one knows about her, or what her fate was, not even my mother. I was stupid to run off, but mother never minds... it would have been best if I never met the girl, but it was fate.... but now, all it did was give me a fear." He said, and took off his hat, and twirled it in his hands.
 
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"How'd she.. die??' she asked, turning to look at him again. She wanted more than anything for him to feel better. She would do anything , ANYTHING, to help.
 
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"How'd she.. die??"

Those were the words he never wished to hear. The hat stopped spinning, and his eyes filled with deep sadness. Tell her, or no? Lie, or be honest? He shudder slightly, then looked up, his face paler then normal.

"I... I killed her..." He said, his voice sounding quite odd. "I had... too.... she made me swear." He said, and then a very odd thing happened, a sob caught in is throat. There were only two other times he ever cried, one, whne he was leaving December and Contessa to go with his mother (After a tantrum) and second, when Mala died. It was odd for him to cry, he never cried in front of someone, believing it showed a sign of weakness, but his mother thinks otherwise.
 
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She gaped at him. She saw him hold back a sob and immedeatly thought of a song that she had remembered from when she was younger. Its alright to cry, crying takes the sad out of you. Its all right to cry. it might make you feel better.

"How'd that......she made you swear what?" she asked, dazed and confused. She had never felt more sad in her life. She leaned up on her tiptoes and looked him straight in the eyes. Her own eyes shone as they began to look slightly glassy from the tears she continued to blink back.
 
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