Dear Diary

Today was an interesting day. I mean not like crazy or weird, but it was interesting. So After I got off work I met this guy at a coffee shop. I've talked to him before, his name is Sean and he's from Ireland. (He calls it Erin, I must remember to ask about that) Anyways He left his wallet at the counter and I found it (Pretty clever way to get my attention). We started talking and we made plans to go to the beach on my day off. In truth I could really use a good soak in the cool water, and warm sun. It'll be nice to relax a bit for a change.

Also on another note. The day before going to the beach I have a date with this other guy named Aedan. We met a couple nights ago and hit it off really well. We have a lot in common. He is a little young, only 16, but that's not too bad. He drives a motorcycle, and his eyes glow. Needless to say I'm really excited about this.

On another note I had two clients last night. So that pulled me in a solid hundred grand, after I payed off the boss for the room. The first guy really payed a lot to get me alone, and then he finished so quickly. I was so dissapointed. I mean it's not like I wanted to have sex with him, but at the very least he could have held on to give me a half decent time. I guess I'll just have to show myself a good time later.

School is getting hectic. I've only got two of my ten compositions done. i got to take some time and actually start writing my music...

xoxo


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Dear Diary

Okay so I know it sounds crazy but things are more difficult. See there is this third guy. Bradley. Now I know what your thinking but he is something else all together. For starters he is not human. He is a Demi God. I know right. It's more than that though. I mean that's really cool n all, but he can actually lift me up over his head, like nothing. And... I can squeeze him and I haven't hurt him. I mean I haven't given him all I can yet but I assume it will take a lot to hurt him. So thats a bonus.

But aside from that he is really sweet. Yes he is like 33 so much older than me, but thats ok. He's mature and sweet. He's not like other people who reacts, rather he watches and responds accordingly.

Also.. He runs a butchery. So on top of everything he can feed me. Which is a bonus. Speaking of food I tried human the other night. So I've been told that Lamia used to eat people. It's in our heritage to eat people so I tried it. And It wasn't bad. I could do it again. Bradley gave me some to try and yeah. He gets it in his butchery. So I'm gonna make that a thing now too.

Anyways thats all for now. Ill write again soon.

xoxo

Dear Diary

Hey, I know it's been a week or so since I wrote here. I guess I've been really busy with school and work. It is alot to do. But.. In the time that I have been free I've been with this amazing guy. Bradley. Yeah so he came over the other night for a date. He was supposed to cook me dinner. And well.. lets just say that there was some eating out.

So as it turned out it was a full moon. So I got totally touchy. Not that he seemed to mind. I don't think we actually finished cooking before he ravaged me. And I mean Ravaged. I had bites and bruises and my living room looked like a crime scene. Ugh. Walls were dented. My dress was ripped, and I was so sore after. but oh wow... I can't even describe how good it was.

Everyone noticed the marks too.. I just said I got mauled.. which wasn't far from the truth. And really the line between mauled in a fit of passion, and mauled by an animal is really thin. Especially when the guy mauling you is a shark.

And I'm sure there is another joke about eating me there.. and probably a joke about me now liking seafood...

Ugh... Im such a slut... But.. it was worth it.

xoxo

Dear Diary

I don't know how to say this.. So.. Im just gonna come out with it.

I'M PREGNANT!!!!!

So yeah.. That's a thing....

xoxo

Dear Diary

I have taken a few days to myself to try and figure things out. I haven't really told anybody yet, let alone Brad. I really need to tell him though. I'll do that today. I'll let him know whats going on and keep my fingers crossed that this will be ok.

I also need to figure out work and school. I mean school shouldn't be such a big problem yet, but work might have issue. I mean I'll find out if they have a Mat leave or something like that. I wonder what they will say.

Sorry My head is scattered right now. Ill write again after I've talked to a few people.

xoxo

Dear Diary

So I know it's been a while since I last did this. In truth things have been so hectic lately. I've had a bunch of doctors appointments, and have started getting ready for things. it's strange ya know? Being pregnant. Knowing that inside me right now is another life, growing and becoming something. It's a lot to digest. but I am happy. I know that when she is born she will be so loved and taken care of.

I've also been really sick the last little while. morning sickness is normal though. it seems it's really bad for Lamia though. i feel sick most of the time now, though in truth it has started to let up for the first time in a while. I'm hungry too.. Really hungry. but I am eating for two so that's to be expected.

no bump yet, though my tummy is starting to feel a little firm. maybe that's just me though.

So My plan is to resign my position from temptations. I've got a lot of money saved up, and brad has his own business so It won't be an issue. I do feel a little bad. I did really like my job, and my bosses were wonderful. I know Brad will be happy. I mean he has always been so supportive of my work, but deep down i think he wants me to himself. And I'm ok with that. Maybe I'll tell him over dinner.

So yeah, That's where I'm at. Talk to you soon

xoxo

Dear Diary

so I am awake. I just looked at the clock. it's 3:30 AM. I have to be up in a few hours for school, and I'm already exhausted. It's going to be a long day. Oh I guess I should mention I woke up because I am so so sick. Like I actually woke up dry heaving. I just barely made it to the bathroom in time. This morning sickness thing is killing me. I think they should call this stage of pregnancy "Don't make any fuckin plans!" I'm sorry. I don't mean to cuss. I'm just a little on edge.

I'm trying to distract myself with my new course load in school. Who would have thought studying a single instrument could be so challenging? I mastered my 2nd year, finished all of my compositions, with 2 days to spare, and even managed to start work on some extra credit work before my final year end exam. It consisted of a performance of one of m works, chosen by my professor. Naturally he chose my most difficult piece in an attempt to throw me off.

So Now I wave to write not just single pieces but several pieces for two or more cellos. I also have a few assignments in which I need to write a cello accompaniment for randomly chosen works that do not have a cello. Luckily I have all year for those.

So I guess I should say that I am 7 weeks along today. It means in only 33 more weeks I will have a little one hanging off of me all the time. I'm still excited. Though this reminds me I need to get my butt in gear and tie up loose ends. I need to make sure i'm ready to go so I can keep my schooling going. I don't want to quit my education. Not If I can help it.

I'm going to try and go back to sleep. The morning comes early. Hopefully I don't throw up any more tonight...

xoxo

Dear Diary

Well. I'm going to Shed soon. I woke up this morning and the skin on my tail was tight and uncomfortable. even my scales look dull. Ugh. it's so embarrassing. I hate going to school or work when I get this dry. I'm always scared I'm going to start peeling or flaking wherever I am. If that happened i'd die of embarrassment. So I have the humidifiers going, and the furnace turned up. The extra moisture in the air will help. I hope this goes fast. I might take a trip to the spa to soak in some mineral water.

On another note... I could barely sleep last night. Luckily I wasn't feeling ill. Just restless. I tried everything to settle down. Made a tea, had something to eat, stretched, even masturbated. But for some reason I couldn't settle till early in the morning. I'm actually really tired. I don't know how I am going to finish the day. God I have class till 3 pm.

i need to also make a note to tell Brad I need more food than normal. I'm almost through my entire shipment already. I'm seriously nonstop eating. Its hilarious.

Anyways. I better get my ass in gear and get out the door.

xoxo

Dear Diary

So This morning Brad and I got down in an Alley. It was dirty, filthy and amazing. He was so rough and in control, and I loved every second of it. I love when he gets like that. If I'm not sore and bruised and bitten then we aren't done. like seriously last night when he put his hand on my throat and pressed me to the wall... well I mean I need a wet floor sign just thinking about it.

Seriously though. I've not been this horny without a full moon before. my hormones must be out of wack or something because i just gotta get some. even my way of talking is different, I'm cursing more, making blatant sexual quips, and generally acting like a flirt. I've been sending Brad naked pictures all day. I just can't get the urge out of my head.

I think it's why I couldn't sleep last night either. I just need to have him take care of me tonight.

I'm going to go send him some more pictures so that he rushes home to do me.

xoxo

Dear Diary

I'm going to start shedding today. I just woke up and I'm already starting to peel. As I write this I am sitting in the bathroom running the shower to try and raise the humidity. Brad is asleep, I hope he doesn't hear me and come investigate. This is so embarrassing. I think he might stay sleeping though. We had some pretty crazy sex and I think I wore him right down. fingers crossed.

On that note. We screwed for hours. Didn't even make it home before we started. I just couldn't wait. We did though obviously make it home eventually. Not that we were done by a long shot. I am chewed up, bruised up, tender and sore. But I feel really good. if not for the fact that my skin is peeling, I'd be back in there getting stuffed again. God I'm such a slut.

I'm actually hungry too. That makes everything really awkward. Hungry, horny and my skin is falling off. I don't know how I'm gonna get through the day either.

I'm going to grab a trash bag and get to work.

xoxo