[It's all good]
Judas smirked.
"Actually, yes you are...You're protecting someone else, caring for them even, someone who has a misguided, naively positive and bubble-headed view of God and how vampires relate to God...What he fails to realize is that all things are created with a little...divinity in them, a love of God, God's love that is. The exact process of one turning into a vampire, the exact transformation of the Dark Gift involves the very killing of that God's love, that divinity inside living things, as well as the body."
He scratched his chin, chuckling.
"You see, when you die...And I've died, that bit of divinity returns to where it was made, I suppose you could call it a soul. But, in the process of vampirization, you're technically dying, but your soul, instead of returning to its creator, is destroyed. You gain immortality at the price of your damnation."
He shook his finger.
"If you are very religious, as you naively proclaim, you'd realize that it's very much like the fate of the Wandering Jew, from the Bible. Damned by the Lord to wander the earth as an immortal heathen until the Lord returns. That is your damnation! Immortality is not a gift! It is a curse!"
Judas laughed, slapping his knees.
"That's what you kids fail to understand. You think it's all a game. Maybe when I burn this academy to ash and you see the bodies of all, littered around my feet, realize that those you kill are unique human lives constructed by a divine presence, call it God or whatever, then you'll realize it's not a game. Far from it."