Marine stopped. "Well, I don't exactly know that, the kiss was so sudden so unexpected, I just. . ." Marine's eyes deppened to their normal blue color. Her hair faded quite a bit. "I should have slapped him. He actually thinks I like him." she stuck out her tounge." I never ever have wanted love before, and I don't want it now!" she sighed. "I'm going to tell you something personal, don't tell anyone. . .I never asked for this, I never wanted this. It just was my path. I'm not fully evil, like Leo, but I'm not that good." she looked at her arm. "Every time I try to do good, It just messes up. Like when I tried to rescue Leo. He hurt me. I am full with scars, you don't even know." she remembered all the flames she had delt with, and defeated. "I want to go away, but I'm blocked by trouble I try to do good, but it makes the trouble worse. . .I never asked for this and don't want this. . .IT just happened. I wasn't even supposed to be struck, I just was. I never wanted anyone hurt. . .No one at all. I juaat wanted to not be a nobody." she sighed the she opened her eyes wide, realizing that she had said the most secretive feelings she has ever had. Marine wanted to rin away, and not come back. She didn't care about being darkness anymore. She didn't want ANYONE else to know.
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