Finished Been pushed far enough already

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Jasmine's whole demeanor changed as Yuki just kept talking and talking. Her eyebrows raised and her mouth opened in slight disbelief at everything that he was saying. And the alarms kept going off in her head. Telling her how stupid she was to come here and try to talk to him. How stupid she was to expect empathy and decency from other people. Here he was, blaming her. Shaming her for daring to want an apology for his actions and the actions of people he had been with. Actions that had led her down the darkest path that she had ever been on.

"You-" she began, shaking her head in disbelief again as she struggled to find the right words. There were none. Anything she said, he would just deflect. She wanted to shake him like she wanted to shake Risky and Duke and Anna. To tell them that they were being unnecessarily callous and that they were hurting her in ways that she had no way of defending against.

Jasmine's stomach turned and so did she, looking towards the door that led from the rooftop back into the school proper. Her backpack still on her shoulder, she took a deep breath to push down the nausea building inside her.

"I'll pray for you, Yuki. You clearly need it."

A Catholic trick she'd learned: a little backhanded, sure. But she didn't feel like arguing with him or letting him have the last word. Jasmine walked back inside, breaking into a run as soon as the door shut and taking the stairs three at a time so he couldn't catch her if he tried.
 

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Yuki knew. It wasn't hard to tell. He was right, and she knew it. He couldn't help but feel a small flame of righteousness burn within him as she left, unable to say anything except a typical Catholic response he definitely hadn't already heard many, many times before.

But more than that, he was just glad she was gone.

The conversation had only taken a few minutes and yet it felt like it had been an eternity. His heart was still pounding in his ribs. He needed something to drink - something to calm him down. Taking out a flask, he sighed into it as the warm, familiar, comforting smell of steaming lavender tea enveloped him. It was kind of funny, he supposed, how life could be. Here he was, sipping tea. And the tea really was piping hot. A light, giggling sound exited his throat along with the tension as he sipped the calming brew. He was okay. He wasn't dead. And he'd survived a potentially highly triggering situation.

In hindsight, maybe he should have been more understanding. But he refused to take the blame for what happened with Jasmine. He refused to let her push that guilt onto him. Not now. Not ever. Especially not when he was as happy as he was now. He'd let go of the life he had before. Katie, Gany, Carmin... they'd probably moved on. It was time for him to move on from those days too.

Screwing the cap back on and deciding that avoiding vomiting was more important than eating today, he stood on the balcony and fell backwards, letting the stress of his past fall away with the wind as he gently floated down to the ground like an angel-- no, a phoenix. He was reborn.
 
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