Tuesday, June 2nd
Fml, Azure and Dalia and literally everyone was right and I feel so fucking dumb updating the journal 'cos of something like this but I have a crush on Wynnestri von fucking Eivantol. I thought I was beyond shit like this and I feel so fucking UGH! What am I even supposed to do...? Like, date him? I don't date anyone, especially Wynne, that'd ruin everything.
I'm just gonna ignore it, being friends is cool and Wynne seems kinda dense so he probs won't figure it out (thank fuck).
I'm gonna kick the fucking ass of anyone who pokes at me about this, I swear...
On the other hand, the extra training is going good. I'm starting to grasp stuff, I feel more in control. Fighting with actual weapons is weird, I still prefer hand to hand but I gotta increase my options. I won't let another Ysolda happen to anyone...