Allie's Journal

Well my first writing since joining the academy...

Well life's changed,___________________________________________01/25/06

I've been having weird dreams not only about my family but about me. I dreamed that I was wearing a black, and a sword and was acting pure evil with black wings and all, I even beat up someone for no reason. I feel like I don't sleep though I do, it's almost like I'm a part of the dream. I try to make these dreams leave but they don't. I've been having a hard time with my studies I keep falling behind maybe because of these dreams. I have to try harder to stop them, I wonder what's wrong with me... Well on a lighter thought I at least have learned a good amount about my past and my parents and I now am not clueless. I've been thinking about Judas, why is he being nicer.... I mean he hated me... Why the sudden change... I know he didn't remember me but what if he's reeling me on like in one of those mystery books? I could be in trouble, I better keep an eye out... I hope everything calms down... Well got to go I better get some rest.

It's me again, ____________________________________________ 01/26/06

After waking up and finding a weird note in my Journal my day just got worst... I blacked out twice today according to Judas, and I found myself wearing black pants a leather jacket and sword just like in my dreams. I'm really worried, something changed.... Or something big is happening... I trust but then I have doubts on Judas.... I really believe he might really care but I'm not sure. I've got to do sluething without blacking out. This will be hard... I'll write more after my nap...


Dear dreamer,

Your right now thinking what in the world am I writing again for... Well... it's simple, you need to sleep longer to regain your strength... Yes sleep, it's good for you. Oh and your friends are nuts.

I'm not going to sleep again! Everytime I sleep something goes wrong, I can't even nap. My life is turning upside down. Where am I to turn? Thing just get weirder and weirder. I just want things to stop spinning, and me to be able to sleep without something bad happening.... I'll write more later, I need to go for a walk to think....

Hello, 06/27-29/06

Life stinks, things keep getting more and more complicated... I've been trying to stay awake and out of trouble but things just keep getting harder... I wish I could see Lors, I haven't seen him in a while... I just feel so sad inside, Oh well I guess life will have to keep going...

02/10/06

Well hello again... I've found out the truth I have an alternate self... She can take over when I'm tired or weak and maybe more if she figures out how... I hope I can handle this and make her go away.... Lors came back... Something seems wrong he seemed weak when we met.... I hope he's alright... Maybe his thrist was getting to him....