Oz shook his head, and made a face. "I am not particularly fond of dogs, nor am I interested in getting one." Kon had nothing to fear on that front. He shifted to allow Kon better access to his shoulder and gently wrapped an arm around him. "I understand that this isn't easy. . . We're almost through this." Oz placed a kiss to the top of Kon's head, then kept his lips pressed there.
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A purr vibrated throughout Konpeitō, leading into Osmond.
"It's not just this. It's complicated. But... there are no words to explain how much I appreciate you doing this for me. I feel more normal when I'm around you. All the walls aren't down, but I can speak more of my mind to you."
"It's not just this. It's complicated. But... there are no words to explain how much I appreciate you doing this for me. I feel more normal when I'm around you. All the walls aren't down, but I can speak more of my mind to you."
Oz sucked in a breath, Kon's word filled him with warm and an undercurrent of worry. Was he really worthy of such high praise? Oz wanted to be. "You- I hope you will feel comfortable to speak all your mind to me in time." This was nice, but they still had things to talk about. "In what ways did you wish to be servile towards me? Should I. . . give you commands?"
Konpeitō let out a considering, "Mmm," at opening up to Osmond. "I'll feel comfortable soon. I know it. I need to get my thoughts in order first," was the reply he went with.
He shifted a little as he considered Osmond's questions. "Yes," came the reply almost immediately after. "If it makes you feel better about doing it, I would ignore my dad's commands all the time, even if I wanted to make him happy by obeying. Sometimes they were stupid or annoying or it was funny to rile him up. I was made to push him out of his comfort zone. To be that side-kick that motivates him to experience a more fun life. It was necessary for me to disregard his commands once in a while."
Occasionally Konpeitō wondered if he was ignoring those commands in the first place. If he was supposed to ignore them all along, wasn't he simply following them indirectly? A command without words. It was hard for him to wrap his thoughts (and feelings) around that, so he quickly moved on.
"It makes me happier to do what you want me to do and that's it. Don't worry too much about it."
He shifted a little as he considered Osmond's questions. "Yes," came the reply almost immediately after. "If it makes you feel better about doing it, I would ignore my dad's commands all the time, even if I wanted to make him happy by obeying. Sometimes they were stupid or annoying or it was funny to rile him up. I was made to push him out of his comfort zone. To be that side-kick that motivates him to experience a more fun life. It was necessary for me to disregard his commands once in a while."
Occasionally Konpeitō wondered if he was ignoring those commands in the first place. If he was supposed to ignore them all along, wasn't he simply following them indirectly? A command without words. It was hard for him to wrap his thoughts (and feelings) around that, so he quickly moved on.
"It makes me happier to do what you want me to do and that's it. Don't worry too much about it."
"So even if I say something by accident, you could ignore it?" He asked, thinking of his earlier mistake. If Kon could ignore commands he didn't like then perhaps Oz had over thought things? No, he couldn't be certain yet but he could test waters. "So. . . It would make you happy if I were to say. . . kiss me."
A cat-like smile spread across Konpeitō's face as he angled his head to kiss Osmond's neck, then readjusted his body to continue towards his cheek, eventually ending on his mouth.
"I could, it would just be hard," he replied sensually. "But you never know how I'll follow out a command. It may not be how you expect it to go. Watch out." He gave Osmond another kiss on the mouth to punctuate his sentence.
He debated leaving the first part out on the chance that Osmond would find any sense of dubious consent worrisome. In the end, the words flowed out of him. Konpeitō found that the longer he spent with Osmond, the harder it was to keep anything hidden away. Or maybe it wasn't hard: it was unnatural with their shifting dynamic in mind.
"I could, it would just be hard," he replied sensually. "But you never know how I'll follow out a command. It may not be how you expect it to go. Watch out." He gave Osmond another kiss on the mouth to punctuate his sentence.
He debated leaving the first part out on the chance that Osmond would find any sense of dubious consent worrisome. In the end, the words flowed out of him. Konpeitō found that the longer he spent with Osmond, the harder it was to keep anything hidden away. Or maybe it wasn't hard: it was unnatural with their shifting dynamic in mind.
Oz's pulse jumped at that first cheeky kiss. He should have been more specific, something Kon was quick to tease him about. He could become more specific in his requets, but then, wasn't it more exciting this way? As Oz deepened their kiss he found himself agreeing. Oz placed his hands on the sides of Kon's face and held him close. Weren't they supposed to be discussing something? He'd rather keep kissing Kon, to be honest with himself.
If his public display of affection didn't give it away: Konpeitō was a handsy guy. Touch wasn't just a sexual thing for him, it was comfort he desperately needed. At times he wondered if it was something he was programmed to need or if it was a natural development of his personality. So even when he pulled back from the kiss, wanting to leave Osmond pining for more, he ran one hand laying on his boyfriend's chest and the other running through his hair.
"So?" he started, keeping firm eye contact with Osmond. "Have I convinced you to see my side of things? You won't have to worry about me being too servile."
"So?" he started, keeping firm eye contact with Osmond. "Have I convinced you to see my side of things? You won't have to worry about me being too servile."
Oz hummed, and closed his eyes to enjoy the feeling of fingers in his hair. His eyes opened as Kon spoke again. "Hmm, yes. Yes, you have." It was difficult to say no, not when they were so close and intimate. Oz wanted to give Kon whatever he desired, and it was difficult to not rush in with that feeling. "I trust you, and I trust you will act as it pleases you."
Part of him felt that he had taken this too seriously, but it would not hurt to have safe-guards in place. For both of them. "Anything else?" Oz asked.
Part of him felt that he had taken this too seriously, but it would not hurt to have safe-guards in place. For both of them. "Anything else?" Oz asked.
Konpeitō was too busy enjoying Osmond to really want to continue their earlier somber discussion.
"Hmm... How about we head to the bedroom and test the new dynamic out?"
It was hard to hide his excitement. He got Osmond in the mood and he wanted to see how much further they could go. It had been a while since he truly felt like he could serve someone he loved. The sooner he relived that feeling, the better.
"Hmm... How about we head to the bedroom and test the new dynamic out?"
It was hard to hide his excitement. He got Osmond in the mood and he wanted to see how much further they could go. It had been a while since he truly felt like he could serve someone he loved. The sooner he relived that feeling, the better.