A Weekend for Reflecting

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Holed up in her bedroom, Bel curled up under the blankets and stayed there in bed until the early afternoon. It was the weekend and she had zero reason to get up and out of bed. And when she finally did stumble out of bed, Bel went straight to the bathroom and hopped in the shower and stayed there under the stream of hot water for a good half an hour, feeling numb and rather ambivalent about life and everything in general.

When she was done, Bel just grabbed her warm fluffy bathrobe, and wrapped a towel around her wet hair. Then she padded barefoot to the kitchen where she made a big pot of coffee and grabbed the box of homemade cookies she had bought from the cafeteria last night that were shaped like hearts with pink and red frosting. A prelude to Valentines, and a day she was not looking forward too.

Signing deeply, Bel poured herself a large cup of coffee added sugar and some cream and picked up the cookies as she went over to couch and turned on the TV to watch a movie by herself.

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(I decided to make this before Valentine's because she has a thread with Sam on Valentines and I am not sure if it will be good, bad or somewhere inbetween.)
 

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Okay, by now Agnes was pretty damn sure she wasn't imagining, that Bel was down.
Agnes wasn't the best at reading people. She rarely cared enough to pay enough attention to people to do that in the first place. But, hell, Agnes shared a dorm room with this girl, and Agnes could even dare to call them friends, kinda. And lately Bel had been acting weird, unlike herself. She had been much less talkative, downright depressed, and she came home late from time to time stinking like alcohol and other people and generally like she had been out partying. Agnes knew that scent really well. And she wasn't gonna lie, Agnes was worried.

These thoughts came up again, when Agnes awakened from the trance she called sleeping and heard Bel in the shower. And listened to the water run fo almost 30 minutes. Damn, that water bill was gonna hurt. Not them, but somebody. And then Bel, with heavy steps, went from the kitchen to the living room, sighing heavily on the way. Agnes groaned silently to herself, she should seriously just leave it be. It was none of her business. Bel probably didn't want her at her back. Agnes wasn't friend material, she seriously wasn't. Yeah, Agnes should just back o-
Agnes got up, pulled on some sweatpants and a black tanktop and walked out of her room and into the living room. Wait, what was she doing?

Agnes stopped behind the couch and didn't say anything at first, just looked at the TV screen while leaning on the couch. But after a moment Agnes was able to open her mouth.
"Got room for one more, or should I leave you and TV alone?"
 

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Staring at the TV screen, Bel just sipped at her cup of coffee and nibbled every so often on a cookie. Even her appetite wasn't what it was before. Nothing really even tasted that great anymore.

Lost in thought, Bel didn't hear or even sense Agnes was behind her until she spoke.

"Oh, sure, of course, you can," Bel said quickly as she dusted crumbs off the sofa and slid over a bit to make room for her roommate, wrapping her robe tighter around her midsection. "Sorry, if I disturbed you. I thought you were probably hanging put with Kadir," Bel said apologetically.
 

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Agnes went ahead and hopped over the back of the couch, landing on it with a slight bounce. Agnes snorted a bit at what Bel said and she shook her head a bit.
"If I hung out with him as often as you think I do I'd go crazy."
Agnes said and smirked a bit at Bel. Up close Bel looked even more tired and worn out. What on Earth had happened to make her like this?

Agnes crossed her legs, leaned back and looked at the screen. She wasn't really that interested in movies if they weren't horror. And right now she was more focused on Bel anyway. But she couldn't just go right out and ask what was going on, or at least Agnes presumed so. That had never worked with Agnes' siblings, at least.
"If you thought that I was with Kadir then why aren't you with your friends, or that mystery hunk of yours. You know, on a weekend."
Was this too straightforward? Well, it was a reasonable thing to ask. Maybe.
 

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At the mention of her hunky mystery guy, Bel blanched visibly while she kept staring at the TV afraid now to look at Agnes in case she broke down.

"His name is Sam," Bel got out softly, holding back tears, feeling that familiar lump in her throat again. She had not said his name out loud in weeks now.

"And I don't know where he is," she confessed to Agnes as she continued to stare forward, "we haven't seen each other in weeks."
 

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Oh fuck, Agnes had hit a landmine. Internally almost panicking Agnes watched as Bel almost started crying right then and there, telling Agnes about this guy Sam. If Agnes was honest guys with names like Bill or Sam or Dan or such were always kinda shady to her opinion. Or then she hadn't met the right kind of person with that kind of name yet, all she had met had been assholes.

Anyway, that wasn't the point. Agnes didn't hug Bel or anything, she wasn't that kind of person, she just nodded a bit and thought for a while. So Bel and her boyfriend(was he her boyfriend?) had some trouble. That was pretty normal. Or at least Agnes thought so. She had never had a boyfriend.
"Okay...I think this is the part where I ask if you want to talk about it, and you tell me to shut up and just watch this movie with you if you don't. And if you do, well..."
Agnes shrugged a bit, and gestured to herself, leaving her arms slightly open as if trying to say "I'm right here". In a way Agnes was the best person to load all your shit on. She wasn't going to blab or judge no matter what. She didn't give enough shits about anything to do that.
 

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Bel just shook her head at first. She couldn't even talk to anybody about this. She was sure Agnes would think she was some sort of sick monster for wanting to be with Sam - even knowing what she knew. How could she even confide in anyone?

"Thanks..." Bel said quietly, "I want to, but I can't, Agnes... " Bel told her sadly when she offered to be her sounding board.

"If I tell you what's wrong, you will probably think I´m mad or something worse," she told her roommate, not wanting to risk a friendship over this. She'd just rather the truth ate her up until she could forget about Sam somehow.
 

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Wow. What on Earth had happened if Bel thought Agnes was going to think she was crazy. Agnes was pretty messed up herself, maybe not as badly as some but she had her demons. Hell, Agnes had been a literal blood bag for vampires two years and still biting was her kink. That was pretty messed up.

Agnes didn't say anything at first, but she did scoot closer and put an arm around Bel's shoulders, squeezing the other and giving Bel a gentle shake and few pats.
"No offense, but I seriously doubt that. But if you really think it's too much then I won't pry. Even if this Sam guy was a serial killer, or you two throw secret BDSM orgies and don't invite me."
Agnes shrugged a bit, intending to joke. But the thing that was wrong had to be worse than those two options for Agnes to think Bel was mad or anything like that. Everyone had their demons, who was Agnes to judge.
 

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Bel actually laughed a little at Agnes's joke about serial killers and BDSM parties and actually welcomed her roommate's arm around her by resting her head against Agnes's shoulder.

"Sam is my brother, Agnes," Bel finally said very softly after a minute or two in comfortable silence. "We just found out a few weeks ago, neither of us knew who we were," she sighed heavily and sadly, not sure she had done the right thing telling Agnes but not being able to hide the truth from her for some reason.
 

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Agnes was satisfied with having been able to make Bel laugh, and if Bel wanted to stay quiet after that it was okay. And naturally Agnes gladly let Bel rest her head on her shoulder, even if it was weird for Agnes to offer this kind of consolation for anyone but her siblings.

It took Agnes a moment to take in what Bel had said, and surprisingly that thought had went through Agnes' mind when she had considered different things that could've been wrong. The "He's my long-lost brother" option was on the shitty soap opera list along with "We were enemies in our past lives" and "He slept with my mother". Agnes had a vivid imagination. But those lists were purely for fun, that it actually was true was...pretty shocking. And Bel had liked, no, really liked this guy as well. Man, life could really just kick and punch you in the gut at the worst possible times.
Agnes looked down at Bel, was this why she thought Agnes would think she was mad?
"And...what do you want to do? Because it is pretty clear that it has you messed up."
Agnes asked with a surprisingly gentle tone, keeping her arm around Bel. She wasn't judging, or showing any kind of disdain. Bel would surely receive that from a lot of other people, but not from Agnes.
 
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