Octain took off his cloak and his vest, placing it on a rock near by as he then dropped his shorts and briefs. Even his mask he removed attached a string on his hips for now. To see the sunlight with his own eyes, though he had used a spell to make his face appear dark, almost as if his face was as shadow, even in the water. He wasn't ready to come to terms with what he did. He stopped in the water. There was a small natural pool that he was going to use as a bath by a waterfall as he sat in the water. His eyes enjoying the time he was having to himself for once. Just to even get away from the school to go for a walk. Even if he ran into students he knew. That was ncie. Though..
He was was happy to be alone for once. Away from students, other teachers. Just himself and his thoughts. Looking into the water he saw the darkness moving around his face. Distorting it wildly. He couldn't tell as he pulled his hand back and punched the water. Why did Octain have such a hatred for himself still? He felt.. Abandoned. Even if he did something right. He felt like he was the wrong. Slaughtering the ones who would destroy. He slowly pulled his hand out of the water and looked at it with an open hand. It was a long time since he had the time to think things over. His mask dangling on a thread on his hips.
Why couldn't Octain accept himself? His sleepless nights of nothing but screaming? He shook his head as he began to move to grab his mask. Letting the thread drop into the water and then vanishing. It was always with in hands reach as he put it on. His eyes adjusting to the mask again as he sat with his back to the waterfall. He was happy no one was here. Not even anyone close. He could be alone with his thoughts. Just to be who he was. A nomad. The feeling of the water hitting his back and trying to hear the birds chirping was hard. Though he felt as if time was standing still. He began to speak with an Elvish tongue. Not his natural tongue, but it was nice to brush up on his languages when he had the chance.
"What a drag.. My only time off spent marking, let alone giving me time to meditate.."
His body moved to the pool again as his well toned body for someone of his size was standing as he went for a towel, his mask covered in water as he was trying to reach for it. Not quiet getting it. Or it was just out of reach and he was having a hard time seeing with his mask covered in water. Slowly getting into his eyes.
Once again in Elvish tongue he spoke. Almost second nature. Though it was hard for him to understand some of the words, he could pick it up quick enough.
"I know I had one here somewhere..."
He was was happy to be alone for once. Away from students, other teachers. Just himself and his thoughts. Looking into the water he saw the darkness moving around his face. Distorting it wildly. He couldn't tell as he pulled his hand back and punched the water. Why did Octain have such a hatred for himself still? He felt.. Abandoned. Even if he did something right. He felt like he was the wrong. Slaughtering the ones who would destroy. He slowly pulled his hand out of the water and looked at it with an open hand. It was a long time since he had the time to think things over. His mask dangling on a thread on his hips.
Why couldn't Octain accept himself? His sleepless nights of nothing but screaming? He shook his head as he began to move to grab his mask. Letting the thread drop into the water and then vanishing. It was always with in hands reach as he put it on. His eyes adjusting to the mask again as he sat with his back to the waterfall. He was happy no one was here. Not even anyone close. He could be alone with his thoughts. Just to be who he was. A nomad. The feeling of the water hitting his back and trying to hear the birds chirping was hard. Though he felt as if time was standing still. He began to speak with an Elvish tongue. Not his natural tongue, but it was nice to brush up on his languages when he had the chance.
"What a drag.. My only time off spent marking, let alone giving me time to meditate.."
His body moved to the pool again as his well toned body for someone of his size was standing as he went for a towel, his mask covered in water as he was trying to reach for it. Not quiet getting it. Or it was just out of reach and he was having a hard time seeing with his mask covered in water. Slowly getting into his eyes.
Once again in Elvish tongue he spoke. Almost second nature. Though it was hard for him to understand some of the words, he could pick it up quick enough.
"I know I had one here somewhere..."