Log 1: 10/30/2015
I lost my notes since we moved. That is a lie. I burned them in a fire. I thought I was done with this, but Ican't stop I won't settle until I succeed. It's for him, I love him it's all
for him.
#1 - SVA
Last words: The world isn't a bright, beautiful place. It's just the world. Bad things happen. Good things happen. If you're going to love it, you had better love it all indiscriminately, not just the ideas.
worth considering?
im sorry im sorry im sorry im s
i need to
THIS IS NOT PHILOSOPHY
THERE IS NO ROOM FOR REMORSE
- Subject was murdered via poison
- Arsenic poisoning: Laced in sandwich, two bread slices toasted, barbecue sauce, lettuce, tomato, pickles, honeyed ham
Tastes like home
The corpse is fresh, without blemishes. It is perfect. I have a week of experimentation before it turns rotten. Consider refrigeration?
What if he is unhappy waking frozen
Talk to Rosales.
Experiment # 1
Hypothesis: Can subject survive without vital organs?
First Attempt: Subject cut open. Intestines removed. Subject reanimated with sentience, chained to the wall.
Result: Intestines not necessary. Intestines reattached, subject killed for purposes of the experiment.
Second Attempt: Subject cut open. Heart removed. Subject reanimated with sentience, chained to the wall.
Result: Heart not necessary. Heart reattached, subject begged to be killed.
Third Attempt: Subject cut open. Brain removed. Subject reanimated with sentience, chained to the wall.
Result: Brain not necessary, but recommended for sentience. Subject relieves last moments again and again without access to memories and emotions, like a ghost. Disturbing.
Conclusion: Preserve brain or find a way to circumvent its necessity.
Event # 1
I revived him at the middle of the week. I shouldn't've, but I did. He was begging to be killed. I tried to explain again but he wouldn't listen to me.im sorry
Experiment # 2
I lost my notes since we moved. That is a lie. I burned them in a fire. I thought I was done with this, but I
for him.
#1 - SVA
Last words: The world isn't a bright, beautiful place. It's just the world. Bad things happen. Good things happen. If you're going to love it, you had better love it all indiscriminately, not just the ideas.
im sorry im sorry im sorry im s
i need to
THIS IS NOT PHILOSOPHY
THERE IS NO ROOM FOR REMORSE
FOCUS
- Subject was murdered via poison
- Arsenic poisoning: Laced in sandwich, two bread slices toasted, barbecue sauce, lettuce, tomato, pickles, honeyed ham
The corpse is fresh, without blemishes. It is perfect. I have a week of experimentation before it turns rotten. Consider refrigeration?
Talk to Rosales.
Experiment # 1
Hypothesis: Can subject survive without vital organs?
First Attempt: Subject cut open. Intestines removed. Subject reanimated with sentience, chained to the wall.
Result: Intestines not necessary. Intestines reattached, subject killed for purposes of the experiment.
Second Attempt: Subject cut open. Heart removed. Subject reanimated with sentience, chained to the wall.
Result: Heart not necessary. Heart reattached, subject begged to be killed.
Third Attempt: Subject cut open. Brain removed. Subject reanimated with sentience, chained to the wall.
Result: Brain not necessary, but recommended for sentience. Subject relieves last moments again and again without access to memories and emotions, like a ghost. Disturbing.
Conclusion: Preserve brain or find a way to circumvent its necessity.
Event # 1
I revived him at the middle of the week. I shouldn't've, but I did. He was begging to be killed. I tried to explain again but he wouldn't listen to me.
Experiment # 2
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