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Violet held Amber close. Feeling her tremble and cry against her chest, her own eyes started getting a little wetter, too. Pandora had hurt many people in many ways, even her own daughters. She was sometimes disgusted with herself - no, she was disgusted with Chloe for putting up with that monster for so long.

"Amber... I don't think you'll ever end up like her. You'll be much better. In fact, you already are much better than she is. With all the people she's hurt, and with how lovely of a person you've grown up to be, it's no contest." She kissed Amber on the forehead, then held her close.
 

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Even with Violet's assurances, Amber wasn't wholly convinced. Deep down, there was still the fear she would become as terrible as her mother. Like a larva wriggling within its cocoon, unknowing what it is about to become.

"But... but I look so much like her! I... I... can't help but think what if... one day... I will become exactly like her. Not just in body but in soul too? That all that I think I am will... just become Pandora's prefect reflection. Just as Phaedra was."
 

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Violet had to think about that one for a moment.

"Well... Phaedra was essentially a clone of Pandora, and I don't even think she was turning into a perfect reflection of her mom. I think she was just... confused about her identity. Acting out the way she thought she was supposed to, to be more like her mom. That was a choice. If she wanted to she probably could have done something else."

Violet looked at the wall that Phaedra had pushed Chloe up against, that night years ago. She still remembered the horror and the revulsion Chloe had felt, when she realized the woman trying to make love to her wasn't Pandora, but one of the girls she'd helped Pandora raise.

She shuddered, then continued.

"Unlike her, you have two moms, and one of them isn't Pandora. You're not any more doomed to turn into Pandora than Chloe is doomed to turn into Grandpa Gabriel. You're your own person. And if anything tries to take that away from you, you know Chloe and Malara and I will be there to put a stop to that."
 

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"Did she have choice though? I just... I just don't know." questioned Amber as her thoughts dwelled on Phaedra. She could sympathize with the feelings of confusion her bigger sister once had... and probably still deals with. Maybe Phaedra would have been the best person to talk about this but... like Pandora she was not here either.

Amber caught Violet's shudder as she absently looked to an otherwise unremarkable wall. Some unpleasant thought regarding Pandora or Phaedra she assumed but whatever the connection was Amber was not privy to.

"I know you three would go out of your way for me... and Dalia too. But... I... but I... I don't even know if Chloe even is my mom..." mulled over Amber before realizing the callousness she just said out lout "... I... I didn't mean it like that! I know she is my mom! But... I get so many surprised stares when I mention it and people whom flat out just don't see the resemblance that... that I can't help but doubt it myself."
 

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Violet took hold of Amber's hand and rubbed it gently. "Well... I can understand people not picking up on it, but you're definitely our daughter. You have Chloe's nose, and her jawline, and even one of the powers she got when she started puberty. And if that isn't enough for you, you know Chloe and I have extrasensory perception. We could tell from the start, one of your parents was from our part of hell. So if it's not Chloe who's your other parent, that'd be a pretty wild coincidence, wouldn't it?"

Violet smiled. "This is probably all stuff you've heard before, but it helps to hear it again, right?"
 

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Amber looked to her hand being held by Violet as she listed to her speak of the features they shared. With her free hand Amber would touch the tip of her own nose, then dragged her fingers along her jawline before holding out her hand and just stares.

"... yeah... it would be a weird coincidence." said Amber with a sigh, her eyes lingering back to Violet "It does help to hear that actually... I... just feel like don't hear it enough sometimes..."

Amber would then try to rest her head on Violet, slipping her hand away so that she can give Violet a hug.

"Sorry if I am just... worrying for no reason. I just wish I... I looked like you and Chloe a little more because I... I love you you both so much. And because it just... hurts a little when I look at myself and think of Pandora..."

Amber would squeeze Violet a little harder before her her hold relaxes.

"Do you... remember? The bonfire when we first met? Or... I guess... when Chloe first met me? I remember thinking, wow... what a nice nice and pretty lady. And then being told that she was my mom I was thinking... wow I have TWO moms now! This is great! I... dunno why I am bringing this up now but... I guess I just wanted to say that is... great to have you and Chloe as my moms."
 

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Violet smiled at Amber's apology. If Amber was getting worried about nothing, she probably came by that honestly, too. She held Amber close, running fingers through her hair. She felt so lucky that she could still share moments like this with her daughter. After everything - the time she'd spent at Grovefire or in the forest living like an animal, the times she'd cried into a pillow getting sorry for herself over the family she'd lost again - Violet was here, with Amber. She nearly cried, with how much emotion was hitting her right now.

She squeezed Amber right back, hot tears welling up in her eyes.

"I remember meeting you, Amber. I didn't know it back then, but you were a gift. Being your mom is a gift. Better than any gift I could have asked for. I'd do anything for you."
 
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