Hey, guys. So I feel like it's safe to assume that the shakiness of my activity is pretty common knowledge. I'm sorry about that, genuinely. I'm sorry that I haven't been better about communicating, because I always took long term discomfort over the shory term regarding talking to my threading partners about things. I don't like disappointing people, and even then I took the counterintuitive approach almost universally. What this all boils down to is just that I've been completely devoid of energy or motivation in any measure. Life has been difficult, to say the least. My mom's health has been very, very poor, certainly enough to cause concern. Mine isn't doing the best either, with essentially constant chronic pain in most or my body. Most days it takes me upwards of four hours to decide I want to get out of bed, and even then it's straight to a chair in the living room to spend time with the dogs as I don't have much of anyone else to spend time with during the day. I'm just exhausted, all the time, and even days where I've overslept leave me feeling as if I've been awake for weeks. Generally, I've only been getting out of the house one time per week, if that. Being one hundred percent transparent, I've regularly considered giving up entirely over the last couple months. Not just the site, but everything. I'm sorry about all this, and especially for getting so dark out of the blue, but I felt that I needed to say something to put things into perspective. If anyone wants to drop things with me, I fully understand, and I wouldn't fault you for it. As it stands, I believe an official hiatus is what I need to go with, as opposed to the on again off again "maybe I'll be able to do it today" approach I've taken up to this point. Also, I know I haven't formatted this into proper paragraphs, but this whole post has kind of just been a stream of consciousness type affair. I'll still be kicking around on discord, I can promise that. Really, that's one of the very few social outlets I have nowadays. I'm deeply sorry if I've worried anyone, but again, I needed very much to be honest with you all. My DMs are always open if any of you want to talk about whatever. Love ya'll. You've made life much easier for me this past year-ish, and I'm sorry I haven't given back as much as I've taken.
