What Vinvidir was saying made sense. It was the original plan of Sela's. Act good, learn the rules of being an adult, retake the test, then be released.
There were just a few key problems. Patterns are very difficult to figure out. No matter how grounded Sela forced themself to be in reality, decoding patterns to manipulate them was not their thing. It was Jao's thing. Myst, if it involved the patterns of socializing and language.
That and more was what Sela wanted to say. If they didn't mind another argument. They did, so they kept those thoughts to themself, smiled, and nodded.
"The future doesn't exist for me, but I understand. Pretend. I want to stay here a while longer first. I want to... make a plan. And. I think being is better than pretending. There are people inside me. I can use them. They can be me."
There were just a few key problems. Patterns are very difficult to figure out. No matter how grounded Sela forced themself to be in reality, decoding patterns to manipulate them was not their thing. It was Jao's thing. Myst, if it involved the patterns of socializing and language.
That and more was what Sela wanted to say. If they didn't mind another argument. They did, so they kept those thoughts to themself, smiled, and nodded.
"The future doesn't exist for me, but I understand. Pretend. I want to stay here a while longer first. I want to... make a plan. And. I think being is better than pretending. There are people inside me. I can use them. They can be me."