Jonah Grey

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Name: Jonah Fleischer Grey
Age: 19
Birthday: June 22nd
Gender: Genderqueer [AMAB] [he/him]
Class: College
Grade: Standard American grade system
College Major: Photography

Appearance Description:

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+ 5'11
+ pink hair, short, kpopish bob, naturally blond
+ teal contacts, blue eyes
+ swedish-american
+ androgynous, but shoulders a touch broader than he likes
+ pastel grunge as hell
+ graphic sweaters, skinny jeans, boots
+ black, pink, white, pastels in general = he loves them
+ presents more feminine than anything else

Jonah is about 5'11 in height with hair styled short, dyed his favorite color, pink. Naturally, he is blond with blue eyes, but he also wears teal-colored contacts for the sake of "aesthetics." He LOVES fashion and is incredibly preoccupied with keeping up his appearance, which he desperately wants to keep effeminate for as long as humanly possible. He wears graphic sweaters, skinny jeans, leggings, boots, cardigans and leather jackets, all of which are part of his attempt to express himself. Despite his efforts, Jonah can't help the angles of his body-- his shoulders are just a touch too broad, and his hands are a touch too masculine despite his face and body being generally androgynous. While he doesn't usually have problems with dysphoria and body image, he does, on occasion, look at himself and feel disgusted with what he sees-- this is why he tries so damn hard.

He prefers pastels with black, and he has his ears pierced multiple times (one normal, two cartilage on both) and he also has snakebite piercings. He typically wears very simple studs for those, sometimes spikes. Loves pink, black, and floral patterns.

On the back of his neck at the base, a small tattoo reads "This is for you." It's a reference to one of his favorite books.

Jonah occasionally wears glasses, as well as much more obviously feminine clothing. It just kind of depends on his mood.


Personality Description:

+ flirty, really gay
+ jokes around and teases people a lot, loves to press people's buttons
+ a smart-mouthed punk honestly
+ always smiling in public
+ flighty when things get difficult
+ touchy-feely
+ pretends to be a narcissist
+ very private
+ actually sensitive as hell
+ endlessly sweet, a people-pleaser
+ ptsd, chronic insomnia
+ enfp, true neutral, neutral good/evil, gemini

"Self-aggrandizing" is a word that often comes to mind here. A lover of attention and of contact, he's amiable, social, and extremely flirty. Sexually deviant, too; loves sex. Spends most of his time cracking semi-jokes at people, asking for a one-night stand. With that said, he's a huge joker. Nothing he loves more than to have a good laugh, to spin obvious lies about himself if only to see the looks on people's faces. He's a talented liar, too. All of his outgoing traits— his overdramatic, histrionic tendencies, his princess complex, his vanity—all ruses in order to hide the fact that he doesn't quite believe in the lies he's told himself. In truth, he's constantly afraid. Of people judging him, especially for being weak-willed and too much of a people pleaser. Of rejection, of getting hurt. Even his candidness scares him, even the way he can't do anything but wear his heart on his sleeve. The confidence in his step, snide commentary, demanding nature— it's all part of the act. A one girl show he puts on for no one but himself, when he so desperately craves an audience's attention and praise. At his worst, he's needy, a wallflower, avoidant, clingy, and ridiculously insecure. At best, a self-destructive nihilist looking to go down and enjoy the fuck out of himself while he's at it. A princess trying to conquer a future he can't fathom. A one-way freight train crash-slamming into reality as a big "fuck you" to the anxieties and fears he tries so hard to run from, because hey. If he's gonna die, he's gonna die in style.

Deep down at the core, Jonah is a deeply private individual, and this false bravado is a mechanism with which he carefully keeps people at a distance. Solitude leaves him thinking about things he shouldn't think of-- like his uncle, his parents. Jonah is fixated on the past-- not because he wishes things could be simple, like they were before his parents' deaths, but because he is afraid of the future. Despite leading a secure lifestyle, he can't help but feel a sense of dread-- dark, pervasive fear much like the smoke he uses. Only time will tell if his fears are warranted.

It isn't hard to get him to like you. He falls in love with everyone he meets— just a little. Getting him to open up is a different story. Earn his trust, and he's endlessly sweet. Still a self-aggrandizing bastard, but sweet nevertheless, and he would do anything for the few who he can let his guard down with.

Due to various events in his life, Jonah suffers from PTSD. He has abandonment issues, chronic insomnia, and he battles mood swings that can leave him sulking in his room for days. He is extremely private about his PTSD (and currently denies that he has it, and that anything even happened to him) and he usually deals with it by calling up a close friend to talk or keep him company. Despite his issues, Jonah is working on handling his problems in healthier ways than distracting himself with sex, and he's making strides to acknowledge his past and move forward.

Powers:

Jonah's magic allows him to conjure a labyrinth. When used, he summons a tall, pure-black door with no inscription or otherwise distinguishing features. Entering it brings someone to a labyrinth that is completely unlit. Its layout varies from a set of recognizable features, to completely unknown configurations. Anything or anyone left in the labyrinth will eventually vanish due to the changing nature of the maze, although the amount of time it takes varies. Jonah alone is the only person who the labyrinth will not "devour" so to say, but even so it can change around him, and therefore he has not explored it himself-- nor does he want to.

Those consumed by the labyrinth are seemingly erased from the memories of all those in the current timeline.

At the moment, he has no control over when the door can be summoned, nor can he control the elements inside it in any way.

Biography:

His biological parents were drug-hyped radicals who seemed to perpetually live in the 70’s green movement, and thus at a young age he and his brother, after spending 4-5 wonderful years with the couple, were eventually placed in the care of an uncle in Juárez, Mexico while the Greys went world-hopping to spread their radical idealism, and to “live the way humans were meant to live” out in the wilds. They later disappeared in a mountaineering accident.

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Their uncle had a few too many hands in the drug cartel business. Drive-by shootings were common, and one day August and Jonah were caught in crossfire while walking home from the grocery store. August did not survive. In the following years, his uncle began to abuse him sexually until Jonah managed to reach out and call CPS.
He was transferred to an adoption agency and stayed there for two years before being adopted by a busy family of four. He wasn’t mistreated, but neither did he ever feel like he was part of the family. He did poorly in school, barely passing, was extremely shy and oftentimes played hooky as he grew older, staying out far past curfew and becoming more outgoing in his mid-teens. Mingling with people became a regular thing, whether it was on the street or in a bar, club, or wherever he could sneak into with a fake ID.

When Jonah was 14, he met another boy named Colin. The two were very close until a mishap involving Jonah's power caused him to vanish into the labyrinth, thus erasing all evidence of Colin from this world save for Jonah's own memories. Jonah strongly believes he may have made up Colin's entire existence as a result.

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Gender issues started with a creeping disgust with his body, then with an epiphany, realization, and finally his first experience with dysphoria. Felt like the angles of his body were too sharp for his soul to rest in. He started experimenting with the way he presented himself, realizing that he, at times, was okay with having a dick.

Jonah, at 19, moved out of his apartment to Starlight academy, where he is currently majoring in photography.


Additional Information:

  • plays guitar, ukulele, and sings, though he would literally die if anyone found out
  • if he was a real actual person he'd be mitch grassi i swear to god
  • gay af

 

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