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Jude had not expected to get advice from Wolfgang of all people. But he had. He'd sat Jude down, talked it out, and then told him he should be talking to someone else. It hadn't been hard to figure out who might be good, and he'd sent a text to Chloe later that night, hoping to meet up with her the next day over lunch.

Jude had his own packed, and he arrived at the courtyard with his usual messenger bag, looking more tired than he probably should have, considering he didn't actually get tired, and didn't need to sleep.

He just had a lot going on.

He grabbed a seat beside a fountain, waiting for Chloe to arrive and staring into space.
 

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Chloe came with her food in a styrofoam to-go container, with paper napkins and disposable utensils. Not quite as convenient as packing her own lunch, but it came included with the education. Might as well take advantage of it.

"Hey Jude." She smiled at him.

All she knew was that Jude wanted to ask questions about transitioning. It surprised Chloe. Jude never came off as someone who might transition - but she wasn't going to say that. No, even though this was a huge tell, she'd keep playing dumb. And when the big reveal came, if Jude even felt comfortable enough to say it, she'd be supportive. She already knew what she'd say - that every woman on Manta Carlos envied Angelo's hair, so she was sure Jude could be a cute girl if he wanted to.

"So. What do you wanna know about transitioning?"
 
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Okay. This wasn't his problem, which made things... well, a lot easier. Asking about his problems? Hard. Asking about others? Easy. This was sort of his problem, but he could also just wash his hands of it if he needed. He was handling this because he was the kind of person who stuck his nose into things, but it wasn't do or die.

"So, before I can say anything," Jude said, "I basically have to swear you to secrecy. It's not my thing, and I don't think you would tell, but this is one of those 'ask for sure, so it's clear it's secret,' kind of things."

He made a point of unpacking his lunch as he did, wondering what Wolfgang was doing... and why he seemed to even care. Was he finally warming up to him?
 

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Swearing her to secrecy?

"Jude... of course I won't tell anyone. But if it makes you feel better, I swear to protect your secret, with my true name as collateral should I leak it. Which is as serious an oath as I'm prepared to make for anything."

Not that she thought she needed to. Getting outed was still one of her most painful memories. She'd cut out her own tongue before outing another trans person.

As Jude unpacked his lunch, Chloe opened her to-go meal from the cafeteria. It was pad thai.
 

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Jude raised an eyebrow slightly at the way she worded it. It wasn't that serious, and it wasn't quite... his secret. But okay. He could do that.

His promise properly extracted, Jude went ahead and explained the problem.

"Okay, so, during elections I was talking with the other people who were running, and I ended up talking with Elisa. She... well, she lied to me a bunch. I have a perfect memory, so it's pretty easy for me to spot it when someone says 'I'm new to the school' and then later says 'I've been at the school a while'. So I got suspicious, and I talked to Alma, and Alma told me about some of the stuff that happened in the old elections, so I went digging. Only it turned out that the secret was..."

Jude let out a sigh, because it was kind of painful just to say it.

"So Elisa Pelham is Eli Pelham. They're the same person. They're... I don't know if this even counts as transitioning, but they're using a charm, and acting like they're a whole new person. I've been around a few people who are transitioning, and in that case it was... like, yes, it was a thing? But none of them ever like, pretended to be someone new and lied to people's faces. But then it got even more confusing, because all this is only happened within the last month or so, but it turns out that Elisa has a boyfriend, and when she mentioned it, apparently she hasn't told him anything. She's just lying to him about who she is and how long she's been on the island and all this stuff, and it..."

Jude's expression looked... pained? Definitely pained.

"I don't want to out her? Like, I don't have much experience that I know that's bad. But I also think it's unfair that she's just... lying to everyone, especially this guy who doesn't even know who she is? I can't imagine dating someone who I was lying to about everything. Like, if it was just her name, sure, but it's everything."
 

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Chloe ate and listened. Several times, she furrowed her eyebrows in thought. When Jude was done, she only half-knew what she could say.

"Well... she might just be afraid," Chloe said. "When I was younger and was transitioning, I got bullied a lot. And I think some of the parents encouraged it. They like, wrote up a petition to keep me out of the girl's bathroom. Half of them called me a little perv, the other half kept trying to act like I was 'confused' and that my parents were abusing me by supporting my transition. And some of my classmates took that idea and ran with it, and it turned into some... really gross rumors. It got bad enough one time that my mom found a rough draft of a suicide note I'd been working on, and..."

She had to stop herself. She'd said more than enough to make her point - at this point she was just stressing herself out by thinking about it again.

"It sucked, basically," Chloe told him. "So I can see why she'd be scared enough that she would try something, like pretending she had never been Eli and making a whole web of lies to support that. But obviously this place is a lot more accepting, and she'd probably be fine if she was just open about it. So..."

She furrowed her brows again, thinking. And then she sighed.
 

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Jude felt like he'd just peeled a mostly healed scab open for Chloe. The hurt was obviously there, raw and painful. It wasn't anything like what he'd been through, and it wasn't anything like what his friends had been through. It was an entirely new thing, and he made himself stay quiet, listening to Chloe as she talked, explaining.

"So," Jude concluded. "It's... I don't know. It's a complicated issue. Part of me feels like it's not even my business, only the whole reason I even changed my campaign to the president was because I knew Elisa was hiding something, but not what. If I'd just known in the first place, I'd probably be treasurer or something like that. I guess I just don't know what I'm supposed to do. Not like I can do much to... help or anything. Pretty sure I'm firmly in the position of antagonist for Elisa." For Eli?

Who knew. He sure as hell didn't.
 

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Chloe was baffled.

"Wait, wait, let's back up a bit. You changed the position you were running for, because you thought Elisa was hiding something." She paused for a moment, hoping that something she'd just said would click into place, and this would start to make sense. And it didn't.

"Um... why did that matter? What were you expecting?"

Chloe had been in student council before. It didn't give her many insights into the personal lives or gender identities of her fellow council members. And this was just one of several things coming out of Jude's mouth that Chloe found questionable, that she really wanted to revisit.
 

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"I mean," Jude said, realizing he'd made things sound awfully confusing, "I talked with Alma, and she explained a bit about things that had happened in old elections. So all I knew was that Elisa was lying about who she was to people. I didn't know what they were hiding, just that they were. So I wasn't sure if you were going to have some kind of... I don't know, serial killer or mass-poisoner or something like that."
 

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"Okay." Chloe could follow him that far. Elisa could have been dangerous, for all he knew. But that was exactly as far as she could follow him.

"So, why did this change your campaign?"

Something about this felt extremely wrong. She worried - was Jude using his campaign to harrass Elisa somehow? Was Alma condoning that? There was no way, an upstanding couple like them —
 
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