'he loves me not'

Kacey was just walking, when she found the way to the roof. She opened the door and walked up all the steps. She finally got to the top, she looked at the view. Then sat down, Kacey had two flowers in her hand. She had picked them earlier when she went to the cave that she found. She stuck one in her hair and kept the other. She decided on playing the 'he loves me, he loves me not' game. Pulling off the petals, she was getting close to the answer she was searching for. Finally Kacey came to the last one, "He loves me not." She said out loud. "No surprise I knew it."

"My name is Kacey." She said taking the other one down from her hair. "Doesn't matter anymore." She said shaking her head slightly, as she dropped the flower on the floor.

"Yeah it is." Kacey said, picking the flower back up and throwing it over the roof. "I was just doing it for um fun. So no one really 'loves me not'." Kacey said, even though she actually was doing it for someone.

"I'm the problem." Kacey said, looking at the floor and sighing sadly. She didn't know what to do, it was her fault for feeling this way. Everything was her fault, and she couldn't change anything now. It would only make bigger problems if she tried.

"I am." Kacey said thinking up the many reasons she was. "I lost my chance." She said. She couldn’t believe she finally said it, she finally said the truth. "I lost my chance." She repeated, "And now I’m suppose to pretend like I'm happy for him like he was for me."